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Metro Boomin-Creepin :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:











Ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh (Just can't believe this, man)
(Metro Boomin want some more, nigga)

Somebody said they saw you
The person you were kissing wasn't me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself

I don't wanna know
If you're playin' me, keep it on the low
'Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin', please, don't let it show
Oh, baby, I don't wanna know
Oh-oh, oh-oh, ooh-woah
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

Oh, yeah
I think about it when I hold you
When lookin' in your eyes, I can't believe
And I don't need to know the truth
Baby, keep it to yourself

I don't wanna know
If you're playin' me, keep it on the low
'Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin', please, don't let it show
Oh, baby, I don't wanna know

Did he touch you better than me? (Touch you better than me)
Did he watch you fall asleep? (Watch you fall asleep)
Did you show him all those things, that you used to do to me?
If you're better off that way (Better off that way)
There ain't more that I can say (More that I can say)
Just go on and do your thing and don't come back to me
Ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh

Woah, woah, woah, 21
Had me crushin', I was cuffin' like the precinct
How you go from housewife to a sneaky link?
Got you riding 'round in all type of Benzes and Rovers
Girl, you used to ride in the rinky dink
I'm the one put you in Eliantte (On God)
Fashion Nova model, I put you on the runway (On God)
You was rockin' coach bags, got you Chane'-ne'
Side bitch in Fresco, I call her my baby (21)
I got a girl but I still feel alone (On God)
If you playin' me that mean my home ain't home (On God)
Havin' nightmares of goin' through your phone (21)
Can't even record, you got me out my zone

I don't wanna know
If you're playin' me, keep it on the low
'Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin', please, don't let it show
Oh, baby, I don't wanna know
If you're playin' me, keep it on the low
'Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin', please, don't let it show
Oh, baby, I don't wanna know

If you creepin', just don't let me find out (On God)
Get a hotel, never bring 'em to the house (On God)
If you're better off that way
Baby, all that I can say
If you're gonna do your thing then don't come back to me​
 
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Aug 28, 2022
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Epic tune. Can't get enough of it

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me going crazy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me going crazy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
Waiting for you
 
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Atreyu-Drowning :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







Watching the walls in my head growing higher
Weight of my thoughts got me too tired to climb
I'm screaming for help as I suffer in silence
Knife at my neck, yeah I'm numb to the violence

'Cause I'm drowning
Head underwater, I'm alone
I'm drowning
Caught in the undertow (caught in the undertow)

Go!

The crowds in my head always blocked out the sun
I keep having nightmares of not waking up
Will I stay in here for a lifetime?
(Will I stay in here for a lifetime?)
Who is the one to get stuck in my head?

If I'm drowning
Head underwater, I'm alone
I'm drowning
Caught in the undertow
And it feels like I'm trying to find something
That was never even there
I'm drowning
Caught in the undertow (caught in the undertow)

Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh

I'm drowning
Head underwater, I'm alone
I'm drowning
Caught in the undertow

And it feels like I'm trying to find something
That was never even there
I'm drowning
Caught in the undertow
Caught in the undertow
I'm drowning in the undertow
 
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Linkin Park-Lost :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:











Just a scar somewhere down inside of me
Something I can not repair
Even though it will always be
I pretend it isn't there (this is how I feel)
I'm trapped in yesterday (just a memory)
Where the pain is all I know (this is all I know)

And I'll never break away (can't break free)
'Cause when I'm alone

I'm lost in these memories
Living behind my own illusion
Lost all my dignity
Living inside my own confusion

But I'm tired, I will always be afraid
Of the damage I've received
Broken promises they made
And how blindly I believed (this is all I know)

And I'll never break away (can't break free)
'Cause when I'm alone

I'm lost in these memories
Living behind my own illusion
Lost all my dignity
Living inside my own confusion

I try to keep this pain inside, but I will never be alright
I try to keep this pain inside, but I will never be alright
(I'm lost) I try to keep this pain inside, but I will never be alright
(I'm lost) I try to keep this pain inside, but I will never be alright

I'm lost in these memories
Living behind my own illusion
Lost all my dignity
Living inside my own confusion
 
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Theory Of A Deadman-Two Of Us (Stuck) :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Just the two of us
We couldn't make it if we tried
Just the two of us
Our love died

Look I don't want a war
I just want a warning
Next time you're gonna freak out
Turns out you're a fighter not a lover you're the worst
Then
You say I never fuckin' listen
But I'm tired
That I make up situations
I'm a liar
Sometimes ya wanna take a lighter to the curtains
Let us burn

How somebody could be so pretty
And be so ugly on the inside yeah
How somebody could be so shitty to me

Just the two of us
We couldn't make it if we tried
Just the two of us
Just the two of us
Ain't gonna make it out alive
Just the two of us
Our love died

Like the take-out on the counter we've turned
We've being eaten by flies and worms
'Cause we're rotten to the core and these words you're sayin'
They hurt

We've snapped
Like the keys in the lock
Stuck inside
Where our lives and our dreams go to die
Rigor-fuckin'-mortus outta time goodbye
You and I

Just the two of us
We couldn't make it if we tried
Just the two of us
Just the two of us
Ain't gonna make it out alive
Just the two of us
Our love died

How somebody could be so pretty
And be so ugly on the inside yeah
How somebody could be so shitty to me
You said
How somebody could act so petty
Then pretend to be a nice guy yeah
How somebody could be so shitty to me

Stuck in solitary with you
Being dead so long we're turning blue
And I dunno what to do
'Cause we are stuck

Just the two of us
We couldn't make it if we tried
Just the two of us
Just the two of us
Ain't gonna make it out alive
Just the two of us
Our love died​
 
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Paul Oakenfold - "Ready, Steady, Go"


 
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Godsmack-Soul On Fire :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










A-one, two, three, four

In the end, there will come a time, my friend

I'm gonna break you wide open, I didn't see this side unfolding

Hey, I can't wait for you to make up your mind

I need to take you every time, I'm self-destructing



Help me, help me

I'm begging you a long time this time

I need you in the worst way, oh, baby

I'd set my soul on fire

Help me, help me

I'm begging you a long time this time

I need you in the worst way, oh, baby

I'd set my soul on fire



Listening, I can hear thosе thoughts you think

Every word you wanna speak, just let it go and dеvour me

I can't control my mind, it's spinning me out every time

It fuels my fire within, why won't you let me in? Oh, yeah, yeah



Help me, help me

I'm begging you a long time this time

I need you in the worst way, oh, ba

I'd set my soul on fir

Help me, help me

I'm begging you a long time this time

I need you in the worst way, oh, baby

I'd set my soul on fire



Go



Oh, help me, help me

I'm begging you a long time this time

I need you in the worst way, oh, baby

I'd set my soul on fire

Help me, help me

I'm begging you a long time

I need you in the worst way

I'd set my soul on fire

[Outro]

I'd set my soul on fire

Yeah, yeah, yeah, on fire
 
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Mar 16, 2023
18
definetly Rapp Snitch Knishes
 
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Metallica-Screaming Suicide :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Welcome to this life
Born into the fight
Here to claim your dream
Look you in the eye
Patch the broken sky
Craving dopamine

Then my voice appears
Teaching you of fears
Are you good enough?
You don't recognize
Head is full of lies
You should just give up

Listen well, better listen well
Listen well, better listen well

Don't ever speak my name
Remember you're to blame
Keep me inside
Keep me inside
My name is suicide

Curse another day
Spirit locked away
Punish and deprive
Hate to be awake
Living a mistake
More dead than alive

Then a voice appears
Whisper in your ears
"You are good enough"
Throwing down a rope
A lifeline of hope
Never give you up

Listen well, better listen well
Listen well, better listen well

Don't ever speak my name
Remember you're to blame
Keep me inside
Keep me inside
My name is suicide

Terrified in sleepless nights
Caught in spotlight dead to rights
Isolate and fight your mind
Telling you you're left behind

My lying voice inside
Keeps drinking cyanide
And no more can you run
Into the sun

Terrified, sleepless nights
Caught in spotlight dead to rights
Isolate and fight your mind
Telling you you're left behind

And now you speak my name
You've given back the blame
Keep me deep inside
Don't you keep me inside
Screaming suicide

Now that I'm exposed inside
Shined a light on cyanide
I'm no longer needed here
Now you've faced your biggest fear
 
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Silent Theory-Agony :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:











Now it makes sense
Nothing but the height will test the tension less
It makes me sick (makes me sick)
Now it makes sense
Torn apart at every edge
Just to find where I fit

I found I have nothing to gain
I can't get out of my way
How am I going to change?
It's up to me!

I couldn't take the word of gravity
As I reached out
All the way down
I had to feel the awkward agony
As I cursed out in vain
At the wings that had let me down

Oh don't get in my ways
From way up here the fear
Takes the weight off my chest
(Off my chest)
Again it made sense

When I forced the piece to fit the image stuck in my head
I found I have nothing to gain
I can't get out of my way
How am I going to change?
It's up to me!

I couldn't take the word of gravity
As I reached out
All the way down
I had to feel the awkward agony
As I cursed out in vain
At the wings that had let me down

Stumbling and staggering deeper into a tragedy
It's killing me and honestly dragging me through the happening
If all I'm ever given is maybe some commonalities
(I won't let you down)

Give me just a second I'm taking it in imagining
That everything I'm gathering's shattering my reality
It's giving me a feeling its motive is to dismantle me
(And I won't let you down)

I won't let you down!
I couldn't take the word of gravity
As I reached out
All the way down
I had to feel the awkward agony
As I cursed out in vain
At the wings that had let me down

I couldn't take the word of
I couldn't take the word of
I couldn't take the word of gravity
And now I'm stuck here in the
And now I'm stuck here in the
And now I'm stuck here in the agony

Let me down
Let me down
 
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From Ashes To New-Hate Me Too :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









I wish I hated you
And after all this shit you should hate me too

I wish that I could see
You're not the one for me
I lost the old you, lost the old me
Found the misery
I wish that you believed
We'll never change a thing
'Cause we been reckless and this mess is
Fucking killing me

Every day sucks when we try to make up
I wanna take drugs so I never wake up
I wanna get away, I'll never get away
I'll tell ya to your face, I'll tell ya straight up that

I wish I hated you
And after all this shit you should hate me too
We scream 'til we choke, our hearts in our throats
We just can't let it go, woah
I wish I hated you
And you should hate me too
You should hate me too

I wish I had a clue
'Cause you're like a bad tattoo
Yeah I was stupid, can't remove it
Now I'm stuck with you
I wish we would've known
'Cause we're going up in smoke
Just strike the match and turn our backs
Burn down this broken home

Every day sucks when we try to make up
I wanna take drugs so I never wake up
I wanna get away, I'll never get away
I'll tell ya to your face, I'll tell ya straight up that

I wish I hated you
And after all this shit you should hate me too
We scream 'til we choke, our hearts in our throats
We just can't let it go, woah
I wish I hated you
And you should hate me too
You should hate me too

I wanna get high, yeah, I wanna stay numb
The love never works like the cocaine does
I wanna get away, I'll never get away
I'll tell ya to your face, I'll tell ya straight up

I wish I hated you
And after all this shit you should hate me too

I wish I hated you
And after all this shit you should hate me too
We scream 'til we choke, our hearts in our throats
We just can't let it go, woah
I wish I hated you
And you should hate me too
You should hate me too
You should hate me too

And you should hate me too​
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Underoath-Let Go :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Teach me to let go

I'm overrated and insecure
I keep on running but there's never a door

Nothing's changed, I feel the same
I'm the one to blame
So hear me out
I can dance up against the flame
I've given up on what they say is safe
I've always felt a little better this way

What's the use when nothing's new?
Is there any truth?
Oh God I'm begging you
I could use a little peace these days
Any help to sleep it all away

I'm alive but blue with distance
I'm a little too far to save
I'd ask for help but I don't deserve it
Is your world better off this way?
I can carry all the blame
I can carry all the blame

I wish I could just wake me up
Then I could just save myself from you
I know it doesn't make sense to you
It's just the empty thing I have to do
Overrated, overrated (No hope)
Tie me up, so tie me up (With no rope)
So say the words that you have to say
Even though I'm not listening

I'm alive but blue with distance
I'm a little too far to save
I'd ask for help but I don't deserve it
Is your world better off this way?
I can carry all the blame
I can carry all the blame

You don't have to remind me
I know I'm a failure now
I wish you'd ignore me
'Cause I'll only bring you down
I'm the one that falls apart
I'm the one that breaks your heart
I'm living in the dark

You don't have to remind me (I fall apart)
I know I'm a failure now (I break your heart)
I wish you'd ignore me (I fall apart)
'Cause I'll only bring you down
(I break your heart, I fall apart)
'Cause I'll only bring you down
(I break your heart, I fall apart)

Pull myself out the lifeboat
Tie myself up with no rope
Go to heaven with no hope
Won't you teach me to let go?

Teach me to let go
Teach me to let go
Teach me to let go
Teach me to let go
Teach me to let go
Teach me to let go

I'm alive but blue with distance
I'm a little too far to save
I'd ask for help but I don't deserve it
Is your world better off this way?
I can carry all the blame
I can carry all the blame
 
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Niall Horan-Heaven 💔💙💔💙💔











When you feel your love's been taken
When you know there's something missing
In the dark, we're barely hanging on
Then you rest your head upon my chest
And you feel like there ain't nothing left
I'm afraid that what we had is gone

Then I think of the start
And it echoes a spark
And I remember the magic electricity
Then I look in my heart
There's a light in the dark
Still a flicker of hope that you first gave to me
That I wanna keep
Please don't leave
Please don't leave

When you lay there and you're sleeping
Hear the patterns of your breathing
And I tell you things you've never heard before
Asking questions to the ceiling
Never knowing what you're thinking
I'm afraid that what we had is gone

Then I think of the start
And it echoes a spark
And I remember the magic electricity
Then I look in my heart
There's a light in the dark
Still a flicker of hope that you first gave to me
That I wanna keep
Please don't leave
Please don't leave

And I want this to pass
And I hope this won't last
Last too long

Then I think of the start
And it echoes a spark
And I remember the magic electricity
Then I look in my heart
There's a light in the dark
Still a flicker of hope that you first gave to me
That I wanna keep
Please don't leave
Please don't leave
 
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Linkin Park x Vengaboys - "We Like To Numb"
 
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David Guetta-Bebe Rexha-I'm Good (Blue) :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






 
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Vernian Process - "Behold the Machine"


Vernian Process - "Unhallowed Metropolis"
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Pink-Nothing Compares 2 U :aw:








It's been seven hours and 15 days
Since you took your love away
I go out every night and sleep all day
Since you took your love away
Since you been gone, I can do whatever I want
I can see whomever I choose

I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant
But nothing
I said nothing can take away these blues
'Cause nothing compares
Nothing compares to you

It's been so lonely without you here
Like a bird without a song
Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
Tell me baby, where did I go wrong?
I could put my arms around every boy I see
But they'd only remind me of you

I went to the doctor, guess what he told me
Guess what he told me
He said, "Girl you better try to have fun, no matter what you do"
But he's a fool

'Cause nothing compares, nothing compares to you

All the flowers that you planted mama
In the back yard
All died when you went away
I know that living with you baby was sometimes hard
But I'm willing to give it another try

Nothing compares
Nothing compares to you
Nothing compares
Nothing compares to you
Nothing compares
Nothing compares to you
 
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OTTTO-My Pain :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Insane, what you wanna be?
I want her coming after me
One taste, what it gonna gain?
I can't stop
It all depends, yeah

See me in an alleyway
Just took time to situate
Ride on 'til another day
You'll find your only

My pain, can you take away?
If this is true give it to me
One taste, what it gonna gain?
Become mine I won't depend, yeah

See me in an alleyway
Just took time to situate
Ride on 'til another day
You'll find your only
You'll find your only
You'll find your only

My pain is all direction
In time it's all infection
And I take way one exception
And I can't lie I love deception
Inside walls stuck inside me
Can't find all but one is hidden
All my pain I alter in me
Coming into darkness risen

See me in an alleyway
Just took time to situate
Ride on 'til another day
You'll find your only
See me in an alleyway
Just took time to situate
Ride on 'til another day
You'll find your only
You'll find your only
You'll find your only
 
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Vernian Process - "Something Wicked (That Way Went)"
 
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Ghost-Jesus He Knows Me :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:















You see the face on the TV screen
coming at you every Sunday
see that face on the billboard
that man is me

On the cover of the magazine
there's no question why I'm smiling
you buy a piece of paradise
you buy a piece of me

I'll get you everything you wanted
I'll get you everything you need
don't need to believe in hereafter
just believe in me

Cos Jesus he knows me
and he knows I'm right
I've been talking to Jesus all my life
oh yes he knows me
and he knows I'm right
and he's been telling me
everything is alright

I believe in the family
with my ever loving wife beside me
but she don't know about my girlfriend
or the man I met last night

Do you believe in God
cos that's what I'm selling
and if you wanna get to heaven
I'll see you right

You won't even have to leave your house
or get outta your chair
you don't even have to touch that dial
cos I'm everywhere

And Jesus he knows me
and he knows I'm right
I've been talking to Jesus all my life
oh yes he knows me
and he knows I'm right
well he's been telling me
everything's gonna be alright

Won't find me practising what I'm preaching
won't find me making no sacrifice
but I can get you a pocketful of miracles
if you promise to be good, try to be nice
God will take good care of you
just do as I say, don't do as I do

I'm counting my blessings,
I've found true happiness
cos I'm getting richer, day by day
you can find me in the phone book,
just call my toll free number
you can do it anyway you want
just do it right away​
 
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