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snowboard9098

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Pretty desperate and ik ODs are looked down upon but I'm trying to work with what I have so what will 20mg Xanax (alprazolam) + 1g ketamine + 1/2 - full bottle of hard alcohol do? I have 0 benzo or ketamine tolerance. If I don't ctb and go to the ER what physical damages am I looking at (stomach pumped, long term issues, etc.)? Male 5'11 150lb.
 
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Forveleth

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It is not that ODs are "looked down upon". It is that they do not work. You are far more likely to get sick and survive than die.
 
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Pretty desperate and ik ODs are looked down upon but I'm trying to work with what I have so what will 20mg Xanax (alprazolam) + 1g ketamine + 1/2 - full bottle of hard alcohol do? I have 0 benzo or ketamine tolerance. If I don't ctb and go to the ER what physical damages am I looking at (stomach pumped, long term issues, etc.)? Male 5'11 150lb.
Won't work. Don't try it, please.
Pretty desperate and ik ODs are looked down upon but I'm trying to work with what I have so what will 20mg Xanax (alprazolam) + 1g ketamine + 1/2 - full bottle of hard alcohol do? I have 0 benzo or ketamine tolerance. If I don't ctb and go to the ER what physical damages am I looking at (stomach pumped, long term issues, etc.)? Male 5'11 150lb.
Use the ketamine to try to change your outlook on life.
 

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