I really did try to fix myself for so long, but there was nothing that could be done; I think you also know that I could not make it in this world as an independent, functioning adult that lived a meaningful life and contributed something to society, and to continue surviving as the leech that I am would be both selfish and miserable (I'm sorry I couldn't be better despite all you've given me, Mom and Dad).
Really pushing the borders of one sentence here, lmao. A true yapper to the grave, I guess...