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ghost_

ghost_

Boo!
Nov 10, 2021
111
sometimes I do
 
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Callie Arcale

Callie Arcale

It’s a tale told by an idiot signifying nothing
Feb 10, 2021
852
One of my favourite quotes:

Sleep is good,
Death is better,
Yet, surely, to never have been born is best.
 
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AstroV

AstroV

Member
Nov 3, 2021
75
Can't cut it in this life. So yeah I'd have been better off in non existence.
 
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idiot_dad

Member
Sep 1, 2020
53
10000% yes. If I were never born, I never would have people who now depend on me. I wouldn't be wracked with guilt for constantly letting people down. If I could flip a switch and wipe myself from existence, I would do it in a heartbeat. It would save a lot of people a lot of pain and heartache.
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,827
yes I wish I was never born
 
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it's_all_a_game

it's_all_a_game

I remember...death in the afternoon...
Nov 7, 2020
356
Yeah.
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,918
Would you wish you had never been born or do you think any stage of your life was productive and helped someone?

I personally know that I have helped people... but in the end I always spoil all relationships... So I think it would be better for everyone who knows me if I had never been born.
Yes, I would wish it, but only due to the nature of the existence I've had being incredibly turbulent.

I do think at some points of my life, they were in fact productive but that productivity came to a screeching halt or a lack of care/concern/ignorance/oppression/refusal to accept me as a person rather than a possession was absolutely a factor in that.

That my decisions were influenced by abuse or abusers and that I was repeatedly "shut down" or "cast out" or "ignored" or "ostracized."

I have been in or out of trouble or able or unable to "help" in various ways. I have attempted to use my voice, make my own choices, and been isolated or "cast out" for that.

I have "given up" and "survived", I have expressed myself in various ways that are outside of a societal norm.

I was lied to, or lied about, or pushed in the "wrong" direction, or I have been pushed above and beyond to a limit that boils over into what I would describe as "rage" and torment. I was blamed for things that were not my fault. I was pushed into shit that I didn't want to be pushed into.

So I mean.

If I could reset my existence it would be to a safe home with a positive influence rather than destruction or self destruction.
 
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Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
879
Yes i'm a person that was better off not being conceived. My parents already had 2 children, they didn't need to have another one but did because I was an accidental pregnancy. I am fortunate that I have a somewhat caring family but take me out of the picture and nothing really changes for them at all. I can't function in todays rat race of a life, I won't leave a positive mark on this planet, I haven't achieved anything worthwhile. I'm just a person that was better off in the void of non-existence.
 
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Pisceslilith

Pisceslilith

Student
Aug 19, 2019
159
Yes, there is no point in me being here.
 
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tissosad

Member
Nov 5, 2021
14
Yes. I still can't believe my parents chose to have me knowing their circumstances. It's why I have chosen not to have kids.
 
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$nowLeopard

$nowLeopard

Student
Oct 30, 2021
161
No. I always have the choice to go my own way
 
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demuic

demuic

Life was a mistake
Sep 12, 2020
1,383
I wish I had never been born. There is nothing worth experiencing on earth.
 
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Lysandre

Lysandre

I cannot tell yet I don't even wanna know
Nov 22, 2021
55
My mother says we all have a purpose in this world, but she believes in god, and I don't.
I don't know my purpose, i don't think i have one and ive wandered too long without one. At this rate if i am to be a constant burden due to my lack of purpose then it wouldve been better if i Wasn't even born in the 1st place
 
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coal-light

Member
Nov 4, 2021
13
That's the thought I keep coming to as well. I don't exactly want to die, I just want to cancel my existence. Being immobile and sleeping helps because when I dream, it all goes away. It would have been better for me not to have been around, for another mix of cells to have been born into my family. I feel like a failed experiment, for the most part. Waiting to wither by.
 
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fatmanatee

Member
May 21, 2020
16
It's a toss up. I wish I didn't exist. Not to escape the pain I feel for the trash that I am, but for the affect I've had on others. If I could feel the pain for infinity and not have affected others, yes.
 
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ihatemylife

Student
Jul 14, 2021
140
Absolutely, no question about it whatsoever.
 
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bad_luck

bad_luck

Member
Apr 17, 2021
19
Yes. I also regret not killing myself when I first began having suicidal thoughts at like 14.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,569
I do, desperately. Just wish I was never alive.
if humans really cared for their children they wouldnt bring them alive in the first place why because life is just a harm
this universe is my idea of hell everything is temporary here nothing here last nothing is
permanent one of the fundamental problems of the universe.
 
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ikadasui

ikadasui

Arcanist
May 29, 2018
464
Never should of seen the light of day. Ever. My parents were diseased pieces of trash who they themselves never should have been born and their fucked up shit is running through my veins clearly. Hate every second of my life and deeply wished I never experienced anything
 
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Feeding Pigeons

Feeding Pigeons

Warlock
Aug 5, 2021
776
Would you wish you had never been born or do you think any stage of your life was productive and helped someone?

I personally know that I have helped people... but in the end I always spoil all relationships... So I think it would be better for everyone who knows me if I had never been born.
Every day.
 
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Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
1,875
Definitely.
 
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Gurtinukkk

Gurtinukkk

Member
Nov 18, 2021
9
Would you wish you had never been born or do you think any stage of your life was productive and helped someone?

I personally know that I have helped people... but in the end I always spoil all relationships... So I think it would be better for everyone who knows me if I had never been born.
yes. it would bet better for those around me if I never existed.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
1,719
Doesn't matter if I've helped someone else or not--I should be able to not exist at my leisure and avoid pain and misery.
 
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Esteban Il Divino

Esteban Il Divino

Member
Nov 9, 2021
13
Definitely. I should not be born.

In my country, you need a license for fishing, but you don't need one to raise a child.
Simple rule : do not make a child with someone you barely know. Thanks mama and papa
 
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lonerclown666

Mage
Dec 1, 2020
540
i enjoyed the small things of life when i was alive on this earth now i look to end my time here
 
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Samsara

Samsara

Experienced
Mar 9, 2020
246
I do wish I had never been born. It seems like my destiny is to help others yet be unable to escape my own loneliness. Mother waited at least a decade to have me after being married and never wanted children. Sometimes I feel, in a way, I was never meant to be born.
 
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Hangman

Member
Nov 4, 2021
60
Childhood can be a gift and full of wonder. In that sense I'm thankful to be born. Though at some point things started to go wrong. Now I wish I never had begun this rollercoaster. Now it's a gradual process of losing mental and physical health, and being partially dead already. Not sure if a decent childhood makes it worth it.
 
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