Would you try DMT before CTB?

[Lost Magic]

DMT can be very scary, but it's possible that if you are now suicidal that when you take it, afterwards your whole life view is changed and you will live a happy life and not being suicidal anymore.

That's why therapists do studies atm with hallucinogens, because they seem to work in a lot of cases.
It can be great, it can be scary, but yes it can change you for the good. (or maybe the bad, but if you want to ctb anyway...)

My physical body can't be repaired by it unfortunately, else i gave it a go ;)

That's why I no longer want to take it. I don't want it to trick my brain into thinking I can turn everything around. I don't want to be in this ageing body anymore with mental and physical scars. Fuck that!

 

[RN12]

I don't want to be in this ageing body anymore with mental and physical scars. Fuck that!

I understand.
I think mental scars and trauma can be healed by these kind of drugs when using it in the right setting, right dose etc. The brain can be re-wired in a good way.
But with every drug intake comes risks, like everything in life. Some people go in a bad trip, or psychosis like state and are never be able to come out of it sadly.
It is rare, but it is also very rare to become so severe disabled that you can't even walk anymore from an SSRI, and i won that lottery. So 'rare' doesn't mean it doesn't happen.

But for physical struggles it won't do shit indeed ;) I wish (and i wish it were true for you too) Then i bought a kg instantly and send you and my other friend a piece asap!