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SMG08ABUSER

I got no iPhone
Dec 20, 2023
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I would want to have all of my problems fixed. It's what I'm slowly trying to work on right now. I just hope I don't catch myself in a bad point in life and I CTB before I could even attempt to fully address my problems.

I'm only 24 and I am very scared for my future. I'm afraid of never achieving any of the goals I've set for myself. I'm constantly at war with my own mind. It feels like a constant tug of war between wanting to live and leaving this world forever. I just want these thoughts to go away.
 
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rg145612

Suicidal_Ideation
Mar 3, 2019
18
Suppose there are two buttons. You only get to press one.

The first button will instantly give you a peaceful death and guarantees non-existence. The other will fix all your current problems and rid you of all your current suffering.

Which button would you press?
Absolutely the first button! I'm not in any sort of suffering, I just don't want to be here anymore
 
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notherenotnow

notherenotnow

i wish i was 2 years old again
Oct 7, 2023
226
Damn... I think I would chose a pacefull death. At least I would have a guarantre that I wouldnt have more problems. I hope so at least.
 
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leavingthesoultrap

leavingthesoultrap

(ᴗ_ ᴗ。)
Nov 25, 2023
1,212
I would love to fix the problems.
To me suicide is last resort because I don't know what else to do anymore.
 
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lotus_pink

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Jan 14, 2024
21
I have one problem, if that problem is gone then im born again , like a new life. .
I'm in the same boat, I have one major problem that would relieve me of so much stress if it was solved. Let alone all of them, 😍 I can always CTB later but after experiencing a little bit of joy😊
 
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johann_liebert

johann_liebert

Im freien Fall nach oben
Nov 11, 2023
83
If all my problems were fixed, what would I need to CTB for?
 
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lastexit717@proton.

lastexit717@proton.

Member
Nov 26, 2023
89
I'm in the same boat, I have one major problem that would relieve me of so much stress if it was solved. Let alone all of them, 😍 I can always CTB later but after experiencing a little bit of joy😊
oh man ,im glad im not alone-
 
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grahf

Broken English from Indonesia
Mar 3, 2024
141
Definitely The first button my entire problem is my existence
So peaceful death is solution
 
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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
1,201
Peaceful death
 
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3/4Dead

3/4Dead

Peace, Love, Empathy
Feb 27, 2024
219
Problems Solved. all of my problems could technically be solved, just wont be, and if I could make that happen it'd be perfect.

I dont even need ALL my problems solved really, just a few specific requests
 
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strangelife

strangelife

Specialist
Feb 16, 2024
357
Definitely the second, if my health will be improved then my life becomes beautiful, and all other problems it's just shit, I don't worry about
 
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lostmind38

Member
Mar 1, 2024
46
Ideally the second, but my problems made me the person I am now and defined the way I deal with any new problems. So unless, there is a third button-full reset, then I am going with peaceful death
 
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Z-A

Z-A

Let me go
Mar 3, 2024
283
Fix all my problems. Reason I wanna CTB is because my problems are not fixable.

I understand people that find this existence undesirable in general and that there's no fix to that and I absolutely agree with them.

However, I personally want to live happily, I'm ready to take the challenges that will come afterwards.

But in reality, there's no going back for me now so I would CTB peacefully if that option was accessible to me.
 
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littlebean

littlebean

Member
Mar 11, 2024
21
I would press the first button for sure
 
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heisenberg

heisenberg

pile of skin and bones
May 18, 2020
152
the first button. some of my problems have to do with the state of the world and unless they're also fixed, nothing really changes. i also don't want to get old and have to live longer. i'm tired of living already
 
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