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shesalreadygone

shesalreadygone

Per aspera...ad astra
Mar 23, 2026
4
Personally, I live with a roommate. It does make it a bit hard by having them around, but significantly easier than living with my parents. My past attempts were done at night, after midnight, where it's calm and quiet. Was also a good time to send my last-goodbyes to people I care about while they were asleep. Unfortunately I've woken up, and after a while decided to move on to a different method.

Since then I've been planning my next attempt to be during the day, (when my roomie's at work), cause it'd be weird for her to wake up at night (she usually does) and stumble upon me messing around with a bunch of chemicals, since I'm trying it with SN this time. It'll also be good to feel the early morning sun on my skin one last time... As some may despise it, I like the sun's warmth. There's also something.... special? about being at home in the morning. Usually at these hours I'm at college, or at school when I was little. And if it's a weekend or holiday, I'd just sleep till noon.

How about you? I'd be interested in hearing your thoughts on it, if you feel like sharing...
 
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poppinpercs34

poppinpercs34

ZOMBiE GANG
Mar 3, 2026
17
i rather ctb at night, probably drive to the Cinematic Music Group headquarters and do it off the top of it, it would bother the least people when i do as most people will be asleep or atleast at home (i'd do it at like 12 AM)
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,194
During the day. Stupid I know but, I think it being dark would make it more scary. Even with lights on.
 
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singingcrow

singingcrow

Student
Jul 7, 2024
168
during the day. i would like to feel a soft sunlight on my face and hear the pretty birds sing as i go
 
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dreaming

dreaming

sleepy
Feb 11, 2026
86
night, it feels so much more peaceful and quiet, and I can be unbothered.
I want a moment as close to peace as I can get.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,132
on a warm autumn night, in the moonlight, in nature
 
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Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

Waiting for my permanent darkness to arrive
Oct 21, 2024
588
Early morning hours, in the woods, the sun filtering it's way through the leaves......
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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Day but raining.
 
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nitrogenous

nitrogenous

Just wanna break free of all suffering
Dec 26, 2025
237
Ooh, and during a severe thunderstorm!

I'm weird, I know!
I'm the same!! I'm thinking of like a dark stormy weather with thunderstorms as well. Hearing the thunderstorms and the sound of the raindrops plus the humidity of the air (and the smell of rain I that makes sense) would give me comfort…
 
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SoLowHollow48

SoLowHollow48

Corporate Rat
Nov 24, 2025
136
That hour before night fall when the sky is pink. I want to see that one last time.

But maybe at night is ideal? So the EMTs won't have to drive through rush hour. Traffic is shit here.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
878
I will do it early in the morning. Just when the first rays of the sunshine show up.
 
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Star67

Member
Mar 12, 2026
47
Likely at night. That way I'd be able to send some final text messages out without anyone contacting authorities and I'd be gone by the time everyone wakes up
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,859
I do not have a preference for time of day. However, I will need to kill myself during the day while my partner is at work.
 
Anarcholoser

Anarcholoser

patron saint of denial
Jan 8, 2021
30
I plan on attempting with SN right before bed. Minimizes the risk of anyone finding me in time to give the antidote, and I think it will be easier to stay calm if I'm already tired.
 
leoneliona

leoneliona

Member
Mar 31, 2026
17
Most likely at night. Less chance of getting caught, and since my method is SN it alleviates my anxiety of being caught somewhat.
 
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Dinozauria

Dinozauria

Long sought rest
Feb 8, 2026
109
I would rather CTB at night personally since there's less people around
Plus, with my method, I kinda need to do it at night to avoid patrols that look for suicidal people at my CTBing spot 🫠
 

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