shesalreadygone
Per aspera...ad astra
- Mar 23, 2026
- 4
Personally, I live with a roommate. It does make it a bit hard by having them around, but significantly easier than living with my parents. My past attempts were done at night, after midnight, where it's calm and quiet. Was also a good time to send my last-goodbyes to people I care about while they were asleep. Unfortunately I've woken up, and after a while decided to move on to a different method.
Since then I've been planning my next attempt to be during the day, (when my roomie's at work), cause it'd be weird for her to wake up at night (she usually does) and stumble upon me messing around with a bunch of chemicals, since I'm trying it with SN this time. It'll also be good to feel the early morning sun on my skin one last time... As some may despise it, I like the sun's warmth. There's also something.... special? about being at home in the morning. Usually at these hours I'm at college, or at school when I was little. And if it's a weekend or holiday, I'd just sleep till noon.
How about you? I'd be interested in hearing your thoughts on it, if you feel like sharing...
Since then I've been planning my next attempt to be during the day, (when my roomie's at work), cause it'd be weird for her to wake up at night (she usually does) and stumble upon me messing around with a bunch of chemicals, since I'm trying it with SN this time. It'll also be good to feel the early morning sun on my skin one last time... As some may despise it, I like the sun's warmth. There's also something.... special? about being at home in the morning. Usually at these hours I'm at college, or at school when I was little. And if it's a weekend or holiday, I'd just sleep till noon.
How about you? I'd be interested in hearing your thoughts on it, if you feel like sharing...