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"dying is like taking off a tight shoe" - ram dass
May 10, 2026
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I'm so afraid that i will fail CTBing on my own because i'm afraid to of jumping, hanging and don't have a gun or can get one. I'm left with ODing on Opiods but what if it fails...

I would 100% pay someone to just kill me with a gun. Or if someone does the exit bag method for me. Of course Euthanasia is the dream but it probably wont work out, i'm applying now.
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
448
I'm so afraid that i will fail CTBing on my own because i'm afraid to of jumping, hanging and don't have a gun or can get one. I'm left with ODing on Opiods but what if it fails...

I would 100% pay someone to just kill me with a gun. Or if someone does the exit bag method for me. Of course Euthanasia is the dream but it probably wont work out, i'm applying now.
I'll pay for assisted CTB where someone can give me N or any other fast acting peaceful method
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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No. I would rather do it with my own hands. I would pay for the gun but, frankly, I would not trust someone else to not fuck it up and leave me disabled.
 
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