would you have a last meal before you ctb?

[unrest]

i know some people here, including myself, suffer from ed's such as binge eating, bulimia, anorexia, etc and curious if you'd actually have a meal or not. feel free to discuss even if you dont have an ed. would love to have some last meal ideas.

 

[m1v]

no, i'll be fasting for at least 24 hours. Don't want to have any food in my stomach when I'm dead and don't want to throw up too, whatever my method is.

 

[muzzle]

no, ideally i would not eat for over a week before. i'd like to die of starvation/dehydration but that is extremely unlikely

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

no

 

[imissmykitten]

i don't think i would eat soon before, but i don't know. if i had to, i'm a picky eater so i'd go for basic plain food anyway – like french toast maybe, lol

do you have any ideas for a last meal yourself? i mean, whether or not you would have one?

 

[_Minsk]

Since I might go by sn, I probably won't eat anything. But if would go with other methods, I might get myself a pizza or burger maybe a few days prior.

 

[FuneralCry]

No, eating is just a tedious chore anyway which I would be glad to be free from. If everything was soon to be forgotten about then there would be no point to eating.

 

[iLikeFrogs]

Yes, but long before ctb enough for me to die ok empty stomath

 

[CrappyMJ]

no, i'll be fasting for at least 24 hours. Don't want to have any food in my stomach when I'm dead and don't want to throw up too, whatever my method is.

I mean you can have a last mean even if you fast for a week

I'm doing SN so fasting is pretty important but I'm going to eat my favorite food for my last meal

 

[unrest]

i don't think i would eat soon before, but i don't know. if i had to, i'm a picky eater so i'd go for basic plain food anyway – like french toast maybe, lol

do you have any ideas for a last meal yourself? i mean, whether or not you would have one?

mmm im not sure tbh. id either have a really big binge purge session, or just wouldnt eat. itll probably depend how im feeling in the moment. if i were to eat something, it would be a childhood favorite of mine.

 

[Haruka]

Definitely not, my anorexia would never let me :(

 

[Diesel_Punk]

It wouldn't really taste good to me whatever I ate so why bother if it is just going to be stomach-contents during the autopsy.

 

[imissmykitten]

mmm im not sure tbh. id either have a really big binge purge session, or just wouldnt eat. itll probably depend how im feeling in the moment. if i were to eat something, it would be a childhood favorite of mine.

i didn't think about childhood food, this is actually a nice idea, going back to your roots kinda lol. i can't remember mine though. ill try to remember. if it's not too personal, whats yours?

 

[outrider567]

Doubt it

 

[unrest]

It wouldn't really taste good to me whatever I ate so why bother if it is just going to be stomach-contents during the autopsy.

my same thought initially. like why would i just want to have food rotting in my dead body…

i didn't think about childhood food, this is actually a nice idea, going back to your roots kinda lol. i can't remember mine though. ill try to remember. if it's not too personal, whats yours?

my childhood food would probably be some soup that my mom used to make for me a lot. or pupusas :3

 

[Space Outlaw Bunny]

maybe not a few hours before the possible ctb, but one of the last meals or the last meal (since I eat little because I probably have some kind of eating disorder) would be my mom's spaghetti, probably to see her before the end

 

[Azno]

No, why would I eat if I will die. Also I don't want to feel pleasure before dying because I might doubt my choices, same for sex.

 

[Nights]

Maybe i'll eat pizza before i hang myself

 

[rei71]

no, i feel like im disgusting when i eat

 

[12_Years_Late]

Before I CTB via train I will have a final pizza. However my throat still hurts a bit from my hydrochloric acid attempt two weeks ago, so I am going to wait a week.

 

[Forever Sleep]

In the time running up to it- definitely. I love food. SN requires fasting though and that would most likely be my method- so- seems more sensible to eat smaller amounts on the day/s before.

 

[Justnotme]

Unfortunately my method of death is sn
But if I could eat last, then I would eat a lot of chips, chocolate, vegetarian pizza and vegetarian sushi

 

[Meliæ]

Yes I think before I'll be sure I'd CTB I'd just eat whatever I want for a week before fasting for 24 hours

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I don't know. Probably yes.

 

[S u i c i d e]

I have anorexia, but 24 hours before my suicide, I would definitely order something from McDonald's or Burger King.

 

[Victim.Of.Life]

i'll have a pizza and a shit ton of alcohol before i hang myself.

 

[SVEN]

Depends on how I ctb. If it is hanging, drowning or similar I'd probably have something a couple of hours beforehand, as I'd have a few drinks before the act to try to damp down any SI.

 

[MrDarkness]

My first attempt I ate subway, my last meal might be McDonald's idk, but I'll probably fast before I die, so it would be the last meal I eat before I fast

 

[afterlyfebob]

no, i'll be fasting for at least 24 hours. Don't want to have any food in my stomach when I'm dead and don't want to throw up too, whatever my method is.

I've read that that'll also prevent you from leaving a mess when your body dies

 

[suicidalloser]

i would not as i don't like eating at all. the feeling itself is revolting.