would you have a last meal before you ctb?

[Livingvsdying25]

I struggle with anorexia/anorexic & binge eating disorder tendencies and for SN I'll need to fast but tbh I'm not entirely sure how well that will work for me as I have stomach issues and a hiatial hernia but anywayyyy

Yeah id like to binge for like 2 days or so and just eat everything delicious. Cup ramen, Korean Corn dogs. Lamb plate. Cheese balls. Pizza. Various sweets. Just all the food things.

 

[Death is my goal]

nope, idc about last meal or anything like that. i'd just ctb

 

[suicidaleeyore]

I have BED and I've had various last meals. Usually sweets/chocolate etc but I won't be having a last meal this time because it might affect absorption

 

[HouseofMortok]

I have a limited range of foods from being fussy. I have been diagnosed on the Spectrum in Adulthood so that may explain it, but it's too late, I was always under the impression if my mum made me eat alsorts as a child I wouldn't be how I am now with food. I gip at alot of stuff, mainly due to texture and due to gipping I can't even try, I was lucky last time someone offered me to try pulled pork stew thing on a bike tour, I explained and they were understanding, usually it's met with shaming cause of the not trying.

So that said, probably a fisher finger happy meal, some nuggets, fries and a plain burger with just ketchup lol, bury me with the toy xD

 

[crimsonpool]

probably but it would be a day or two before so there isnt anything in my stomach when i die,i dont like the idea of like the autopsy report showing what i last ate if that makes sense. but i think i'd have pizza or something since i don't get to have it much..or maybe cheesecake

 

[Dmoore3232]

Cheesecake, cannolis, and ice cream

 

[day]

With SN being my primary method I'd have to fast however before fasting begins yes I would more than likely get something very nice to eat and enjoy that the end is near.

 

[dory]

I feel like if i had a last meal id end up just throwing up from anxiety before CTB

 

[ToTheTwillight]

I been eating and dieting pretty poorly recently, part of my 'I dont care since Im gonna ctb soon'. I would have chosen a nice cut of filet Mignon as my last meal, but since I'm doing the SN method, I been eating lightly recently, which is kind of like the same struggle as trying to diet and lose weight. I feel heavy and rich food causes bowels problems which will lead me to puke if I did SN right now, even after fasting, so gonna let my stomach chill with the heavy food

 

[Sapphire]

I would have liked to eat a last meal but I have decided not to risk it. At this point I have trouble eating a lot of foods and have trouble keeping the food down. Some days I can barely eat anything. I am worried that if I eat a meal, it will cause me to throw up. I am going to fast the last couple of days and only drink those meal replacement shakes and possibly eat something light like crackers if I feel like I would be able to keep that down. I'm not taking any chances.

 

[sadscotsman]

I have OCD and I was diagnosed with some sort of general "disordered eating" years ago, I can feel myself forming restrictive habits and unhealthy thought patterns with food, to the extent where I'm beginning to actively hate the fact I biologically have to eat. It's a chore, I'm extremely limited in the foods I can eat due to suspected autism... I also think I'd be mortified if I were to be found in my own filth. I used to love sushi so much, though. When I first became mentally ill, I used to go to this specific sushi chain with my dad, so maybe I'd get a little bit of sushi before I go.

 

[Aya&Dazy]

I've been restricting myself for years until these days. Before ctb I will binge big time until I can't but the last week on earth I will eat less and less and also fasting. To be exact, the last meal will be very light.

 

[Ongoing_trainwreck]

Maybe the day before. But at the day my stomach needs to be empty.

 

[leavingsoon99]

Absolutely. I'm actually excited for it.

 

[reaching_zer0]

Maybe some sushis, I won't need that extra money anyway.