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nayomi

nayomi

only the truth will save us all
Jul 19, 2026
115
would you prefer (or get some help at all) to get mental treatment from professionals that cant turn you to hospital or prevent you from ctb without your consent?
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

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Apr 10, 2025
2,405
that would be nice... eg having qualified therapists operating over tor so client and therapist have a security barrier between them.

tho not sure if I'd use the support, maybe if I felt the need.
 
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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

waiting on the other side for my beloved💜
Jul 19, 2026
232
I just hope to ctb and lost belief in therapy long ago, so maybe ideally yeah but realistically no
 
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Lucifer’s Son

Lucifer’s Son

I’m going somewhere better
Jul 14, 2026
112
Nope. There's only one therapist I want help from, and I can't see him anymore.
 
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MessyNonsense

Student
May 29, 2026
102
Would be great if such professionals existed, but my issues with "professionals" go far beyond their status as mandated reporters
 
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iguazo falls

iguazo falls

Student
May 20, 2026
138
i would be curious to their assessment and plan of treatment if they saw the actual scope of my suicidality but unfortunately i still don't trust the mental health system and the way judgement, KPIs and money trumps understanding.
 
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EmployedHikikomori

EmployedHikikomori

Member
Jul 13, 2026
27
I lost all interest in therapy after failed treatments and changing policies made me lose contact with the one I was with.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,292
No and I don't understand those who act like people are ill for not wanting to be burdened with this torturous, futile existence for decades longer just to face the terrible extreme agony of old age, there is nothing desirable about suffering in this existence and there never could be, human existence is a mistake in the first place and existing is just waiting to die anyway.

I'll just always see existence itself as the true problem, it's so terrible how humans torture others by imposing this existence in the first place, to suffer in this existence is an abomination to me. I'll always see existence as a mistake that only ever causes existing beings to suffer with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, all I want is peace from this existence of torturous suffering, all I want is for this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me.
 
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YourLocalEdgelord

Member
Feb 3, 2026
92
Depends on their definition of treatment. If they'd just want to fix ME, and not my terrible circumstances, then I'd run for the hills.
 

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