Would you CTB with a partner online, Skype, google meet etc.

[ctb-soon]

Yes. With the right encouragement and trust.

 

[Meteora]

I met a man three years ago. We from the very start were talking about suicide which was very unusual. We fell in love, became a couple and made a suicide pakt.
Meanwhile, we wanted to turn things around, build our own happy life.
It did not work out. We split up a few weeks ago.
I could still ask him to do it together but it feels better to do it alone, actually.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never, I just don't think that other people can be trusted but anyway I would always prefer to die alone far away from anyone else.

 

[ctb-soon]

I met a man three years ago. We from the very start were talking about suicide which was very unusual. We fell in love, became a couple and made a suicide pakt.
Meanwhile, we wanted to turn things around, build our own happy life.
It did not work out. We split up a few weeks ago.
I could still ask him to do it together but it feels better to do it alone, actually.

Do you think you will be able to find another? What made it resonate in that you could share such thoughts?

 

[Meteora]

Do you think you will be able to find another? What made it resonate in that you could share such thoughts?

No, I don't want to find another person. It was a gift to meet him, basically. We both have very difficult lives, feel left alone and not understood by family, friends, society in general. We both suffer from mental health problems and have been struggling for many years and trying all kind of therapy methods, without really getting much better.

How about you? Why do you want to ctb? @ctb-soon

 

[Cute_&_Loving]

For some reason it doesn't sound like a good idea to me. Don't even know why. Feels kinda awkward…..

 

[ctb-soon]

For some reason it doesn't sound like a good idea to me. Don't even know why. Feels kinda awkward…..

It's true it could be awkward. But it's a compromise between the impossibility of finding someone close by and at least finding someone regardless where they live

 

[Pipsqueak!]

Not sure. If I ever were to form a pact I'd probably want to do it in person.

 

[Cute_&_Loving]

It's true it could be awkward. But it's a compromise between the impossibility of finding someone close by and at least finding someone regardless where they live

True, true. It is a compromise. And even though I'm kinda looking for a suicide partner, my mind is ready to leave on my own. At least, this very second, I feel like going alone would be peaceful. But I gotta agree with those who point out a trust aspect of it. It definitely should be someone you 100% trust. In my life, it's only my mom…. How ironic…..

 

[ctb-soon]

True, true. It is a compromise. And even though I'm kinda looking for a suicide partner, my mind is ready to leave on my own. At least, this very second, I feel like going alone would be peaceful. But I gotta agree with those who point out a trust aspect of it. It definitely should be someone you 100% trust. In my life, it's only my mom…. How ironic…..

Well if you want to DM. I am happy to chat

 

[day]

While I'd prefer to truly die alone I couldn't help but think that having someone with me rather it be virtually or IRL would ease my anxiety and SI a ton.

I have horrible anxiety and panic disorder and need to be either on the phone or talking to someone IRL at all times really.

 

[AllFoxedOut]

I'd rather go alone. I've spent most of my teenage and adult life alone, so dying alone won't be a problem for me.

there's also issues of legality if one of us backs out or fails the attempt.

 

[ctb-soon]

there's also issues of legality if one of us backs out or fails the attempt.

It's true you need to know it's your time. And it's so important not to feel rushed. It has to be your decision

While I'd prefer to truly die alone I couldn't help but think that having someone with me rather it be virtually or IRL would ease my anxiety and SI a ton.

I have horrible anxiety and panic disorder and need to be either on the phone or talking to someone IRL at all times really.

I have similar feelings and the need to connect. For me it's voice that comforts me the most

How about you? Why do you want to ctb? @ctb-soon

I wish I had a definitive answer for you. My first attempt was when I was a teenager. I came very close to success

But ever since then CTB was a "when" not an "if." Now the when is starting to be a "soon." So I am finding my comfort zone to CTB alone or with an online partner.

 

[lilohsuu]

I met a man three years ago. We from the very start were talking about suicide which was very unusual. We fell in love, became a couple and made a suicide pakt.
Meanwhile, we wanted to turn things around, build our own happy life.
It did not work out. We split up a few weeks ago.
I could still ask him to do it together but it feels better to do it alone, actually.

Now im sad