Would you CTB sooner if you had the opportunity

[Jade10666]

I have thought about this, and the answer is a strong yes.

You don't need to wait, if the opportunity is real. The less you think about it, the greater the chance will succeed.

 

[FuneralCry]

I would had ceased existing a long time ago if I had the option to peacefully free myself from this existence I personally always saw as the most terrible mistake as all I hope for is to not exist, non-existence is all I see as desirable and positive and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this futile, torturous existence rather all I hope for is to not exist and I find it so horrific how a human can suffer for so long just to be tortured in agony by old age.

For me non-existence would solve everything and is the only peace and relief, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather I just want to never exist ever again, I'm just so tired of being burdened with this existence and I'd never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather I only hope for non-existence, I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed. I'd never wish for this existence that just causes so much suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for, I always suffer so much from how peaceful guaranteed death is so cruelly denied for me with the suffering of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what.

 

[seizmic_purple]

Depends on the opportunity. If it is a train approaching or something very situational like that, then I think it is possible but not desirable because an impulse decision is likely to have higher chances of failure, in my opinion. If I had the means that were reliable and purely in my control, such as a gun or SN, then I think I would have done it sooner.

 

[pretentioussuika]

Suffice to say I can be a very decisive person.

 

[Lapdog6795]

As long as there is any chance to experience some pleasure in life, I would not ctb. We don't know for sure what's there after death. Then why not go after having some enjoyment?
But if the opportunity can't wait, then I would definitely ctb sooner.

 

[zixd]

Indeed , if i have the méthode i wont wait .
In other case of impulsivity OFC any méthode is welcomed

 

[PeacefulPerson]

yes.