Would you call someone before your CTB?

[DivineSpark]

Like last conversation, letting someone know why you do it.

 

[Pale_Rider]

Nope. Need opsec I call it.

 

[Shadows From Hell]

Personally, I wouldn't. That would make that person feel guilty as hell that they couldn't prevent you from ctb, and they would live with that guilt every day. I'd rather do it with no notification.

 

[Karera]

Only person I could think of is a friend of mine on Discord, I promised him I'd at least reach out before I (we, us both are suicidal) would ever CTB.

 

[catfriend]

seems like a sure-fire way to get sectioned.

 

[xXSufferingXx]

probably not. i feel more comfortable telling strangers on here those sort of things.
even tho it's my life, i would feel like 0,1 % guilty for offing myself.
and that 0,1% would make me, idk........ it would make the conversation awkward.
but i would just enjoy all my time with them before i knew the big day comes.
maybe be extra nice to them

 

[SchizoPolyGymnast]

I would call all my friends and loved ones and let them know how well my life is going and how much I love them.

 

[darksouls]

no I have no social contacts

 

[FadingSnowFake]

No, by then I would've said what I wanted to the few who mattered without them knowing, and I will be on a solo path (saying goodbye only to SaSu).

 

[xXSufferingXx]

and also, what if the suicide attempt fails? then it's like..... what do you do then.
then they might put you in crazy hospital lol.
just for trying to get peace.
that's just how i personally feel, i know that some people DO benefit from those institutions or hospitals

 

[iloveyouihateyou]

definitely not, i know that understandably whoever i call would try to talk me out of it. i would likely jut have my last conversation with whoever i'd call days prior to when i plan on attempting

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

Ideally, I don't want anyone to know it was suicide, so, no. I don't want to talk about it, and really have no one to talk to about it even if I did want to.

 

[Forveleth]

Hell no! That opens up the risk of someone calling the police to my location and saving me. When I go it will be with no one around and people will find out hours if not days later.

 

[deathisapanacea]

No. I want to me gone as quietly as possible. I don't want to call up people and have Long ass tear jerking conversations. I don't even want to talk to my kids. I don't even want people to know that I am no more.

 

[DivineSpark]

No. I want to me gone as quietly as possible. I don't want to call up people and have Long ass tear jerking conversations. I don't even want to talk to my kids. I don't even want people to know that I am no more.

It is just I dont want to disappear and no one finding my body.

 

[9mmisglutenfree]

I'm going to face time my ex wife. Transfer just a little bit of the trauma and damage she left behind for me to deal with. It's a piece of shit thing to do but I lost the ability to care about that a long time ago thanks to her.

 

[bankai]

I'm going to face time my ex wife. Transfer just a little bit of the trauma and damage she left behind for me to deal with. It's a piece of shit thing to do but I lost the ability to care about that a long time ago thanks to her.

Don't go quietly friend,right those wrongs.i honestly don't feel that's a terrible thing to do.

 

[iLikeFrogs]

I don't have anyone who would probably care. I want to go out quietly. I honestly don't want to even leave a note since I don't know what to write in it. I think I'll maybe text my old best friend who helped me out when I was this bad last time

 

[RadiantNumber]

Yes, I would send text for my family and friends, thanking them and telling sorry I did it (because I want them to know I am dead and not I am ignoring them)

 

[DivineSpark]

Yes, I would send text for my family and friends, thanking them and telling sorry I did it (because I want them to know I am dead and not I am ignoring them)

This is what I have been wanting to do as well.

 

[Griever]

Before I kill myself, I might say goodbye to SaSu, but that's it

 

[DivineSpark]

Before I kill myself, I might say goodbye to SaSu, but that's it

I got some other forums where I am active. I think I would leave goodbye there.

 

[LostLily]

Probably send a goodbye message to friends. But I will only do that if I'm going to CTB at another location other than my home, since most of them know my home address