TheLastTrip

TheLastTrip

Experienced
Nov 2, 2018
285
I did say guaranteed though, I'm not up for being shot in the gut and surviving, hence why I am doing it all myself.

Edit: Actually I am not doing it myself, I am doing it with a partner off here and I am so happy I found someone! :D
 
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dysfunctional

dysfunctional

Arcanist
Oct 26, 2018
459
I have to do it today. In the next ten minutes so fingers crossed it works. Just about to write a note for anyone trying to come in.

Even though I've only been here for few days; Thank you so much to everyone welcome me. Good luck to you all! xx
Best of luck. I hope you get the relief you're looking for.
 
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TheLastTrip

TheLastTrip

Experienced
Nov 2, 2018
285
I have to do it today. In the next ten minutes so fingers crossed it works. Just about to write a note for anyone trying to come in.

Even though I've only been here for few days; Thank you so much to everyone welcome me. Good luck to you all! xx

Rest in peace Mary Jane *hugs*
 
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AlePizarnik

AlePizarnik

Member
Nov 8, 2018
95
No it has to be painless for me. Otherwise I would have killed myself already
Exactly. One of the reasons I want to ctb is because I'm afraid of dying painfully otherwise (external forces)
 
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Jai

Jai

Specialist
Sep 23, 2018
384
I live in fucking Brasil, where >60,000/year are murdered, nearly 200/day. And yet I haven't even been robbed. Life is so unfair...
Typical isn't it I used to live in a city that was on the news daily for its murder robbery mugging etc even once a massive shot out in broadlight between criminals and the cops on the main street , I experienced or saw non of that bullshit isn't it
 
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Lifeisatrap

Arcanist
Oct 5, 2018
408
No it has to be painless for me. Otherwise I would have killed myself already
Same, I get enough pain, don't want anymore in my final moments or at least have as little of it as possible. Less pain, the better. Would also prefer that it be done on my terms, don't like the idea of someone else being in control of my fate. But that would require a certain degree of independance and self sufficiance which I just don't have unfortunately.
 
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rundschlinge78

rundschlinge78

Member
Jul 30, 2020
46
In Munich there are hardly any muggings or shootings. I often wonder about life in the USA. If someone competent tried to mug me, I would probably tell them they would have to kill me first. A BIG knife to the lungs. Or a decent caliber bullet, first shot in the lungs, second in the heart, and once unconscious, the third in the head.
 
ravergirl

ravergirl

Death becomes her
Jul 22, 2020
294
I fantasize about being the "star" of a snuff film.
 
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Shinkansen

Shinkansen

life is pain
Jul 14, 2020
615
if I lived in South America, I would consider getting eaten by a large anaconda, considering that I am small and tender it should not be difficult for him to swallow me.
it would strangle me to death painfully for a while but then it would all end.
 
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Deleted member 18655

Enlightened
Jun 4, 2020
1,422
Yes! I would prefer it.
 
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LetzteAusfahrt

LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
Jun 27, 2020
590
Yes I would.
Somehow I wish that my bus has a technical defect and that the doors only close slowly while the bus has already left.

It doesn't have to be torture right away, but I want to feel my death.
 
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Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
1,877
No. I need to be in control and there needs to be very little or no pain, anything else is too scary for me.
 
Greenberg

Greenberg

nitrogenexit.blogspot.com
Jun 28, 2020
1,063
I still prefer a quick and painless death. Brutality connotes pain, blunt force trauma, and other "bloodletting" injuries.
 

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