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sunnydaysahead

sunnydaysahead

August (he/him)
Feb 6, 2023
27
I know in the "do not try" thread Benadryl is mentioned; but would mixing it with alcohol make it more/less terrifying or more/less likely to kill you? I also take mental health medications that aren't supposed to interact with alcohol.

I take Adderall XR, buspirone, vraylar, doxepin, and escalatopram. Would any of these be better options?

I have a 100 pack of benedryl tablets, i forget how many mg and I'm too lazy to check atm but it's a standard amount per tablet I believe.

My main thing is that part of me wants an option to "back out" at the last second if I decide all of a sudden I shouldn't kill myself. I have considered using a gun since my father (still live with parents unfortunately) has a lot of them, but admittedly I'm scared of guns and I fear I'll somehow shoot myself wrong? I don't know.
I know in the "do not try" thread Benadryl is mentioned; but would mixing it with alcohol make it more/less terrifying or more/less likely to kill you? I also take mental health medications that aren't supposed to interact with alcohol.

I take Adderall XR, buspirone, vraylar, doxepin, and escalatopram. Would any of these be better options?

I have a 100 pack of benedryl tablets, i forget how many mg and I'm too lazy to check atm but it's a standard amount per tablet I believe.

My main thing is that part of me wants an option to "back out" at the last second if I decide all of a sudden I shouldn't kill myself. I have considered using a gun since my father (still live with parents unfortunately) has a lot of them, but admittedly I'm scared of guns and I fear I'll somehow shoot myself wrong? I don't know.
Wait actually, different question- SN is an option that you can just buy otc?? If so ignore this thread, I'll buy that
 
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Floppa

Floppa

Member
Oct 5, 2025
11
i think probably depends on the country, but over here in the russian federation we can order pure SN (99%) via marketplaces dirty cheap which is kinda nice. Watch out for the expiration dates though.
 
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Jello Biafra

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Sep 9, 2024
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I know in the "do not try" thread Benadryl is mentioned; but would mixing it with alcohol make it more/less terrifying or more/less likely to kill you? I also take mental health medications that aren't supposed to interact with alcohol.

I take Adderall XR, buspirone, vraylar, doxepin, and escalatopram. Would any of these be better options?

I have a 100 pack of benedryl tablets, i forget how many mg and I'm too lazy to check atm but it's a standard amount per tablet I believe.

My main thing is that part of me wants an option to "back out" at the last second if I decide all of a sudden I shouldn't kill myself. I have considered using a gun since my father (still live with parents unfortunately) has a lot of them, but admittedly I'm scared of guns and I fear I'll somehow shoot myself wrong? I don't know.

Wait actually, different question- SN is an option that you can just buy otc?? If so ignore this thread, I'll buy that

Benadryl, unfortunately, is not powerful enough to do anything.

In high doses it has the opposite effect of sedation - it gives you a speedy feeling and makes you delirious, complete with very realistic hallucinations. It's a "dirty" high as they say. If you take a low, sedative dose, it's just not powerful enough to do anything.

The chances that this fails is way higher than it succeeds. I would not recommend this.

Source: I used to abuse DPH (Benadryl) to potentiate opioids, and you start building a tolerance which requires more and more. Little did I know at the time that it will bring on hellish, uncomfortable hallucinations.
 
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sunnydaysahead

sunnydaysahead

August (he/him)
Feb 6, 2023
27
Benadryl, unfortunately, is not powerful enough to do anything.

In high doses it has the opposite effect of sedation - it gives you a speedy feeling and makes you delirious, complete with very realistic hallucinations. It's a "dirty" high as they say. If you take a low, sedative dose, it's just not powerful enough to do anything.

The chances that this fails is way higher than it succeeds. I would not recommend this.

Source: I used to abuse DPH (Benadryl) to potentiate opioids, and you start building a tolerance which requires more and more. Little did I know at the time that it will bring on hellish, uncomfortable hallucinations.
Dammit. Thank you though
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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Benadryl mixed with alcohol would just make the pain from the Benadryl overdose that much more painful.

I'd recommend reevaluating and finding a more reliable method.
 
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PotentiallyWasted

PotentiallyWasted

Breaths through his nose
Jul 20, 2025
143
I know in the "do not try" thread Benadryl is mentioned; but would mixing it with alcohol make it more/less terrifying or more/less likely to kill you? I also take mental health medications that aren't supposed to interact with alcohol.

I take Adderall XR, buspirone, vraylar, doxepin, and escalatopram. Would any of these be better options?

I have a 100 pack of benedryl tablets, i forget how many mg and I'm too lazy to check atm but it's a standard amount per tablet I believe.

My main thing is that part of me wants an option to "back out" at the last second if I decide all of a sudden I shouldn't kill myself. I have considered using a gun since my father (still live with parents unfortunately) has a lot of them, but admittedly I'm scared of guns and I fear I'll somehow shoot myself wrong? I don't know.

Wait actually, different question- SN is an option that you can just buy otc?? If so ignore this thread, I'll buy that
unrelated but your pfp lol
 
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sweet_tooth

sweet_tooth

komm, süsser tod.
Jul 28, 2025
6
my dad tried to kill himself with ibuprofen, alcohol, benadryl, and refusing to eat or drink anything else. he survived, but the alcohol and the ibuprofen had fucked up his stomach so bad. I don't think it's a very effective method and you will probably end up with serious side effects.
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,215
No. Not a method. Just a way to get in the hospital and reviewed.
 
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RadiantNumber

RadiantNumber

Specialist
Mar 2, 2024
381
I don't think it could be a good idea
 
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