untildeathdousapart
Member
- Dec 2, 2023
- 31
For a long time I have thought about drowning to ctb. I love nature, water and I have multiple lakes I could go to. Since I know It's quite painful, I thought about alcohol + promethazine (which i already have) to perhaps also lessen SI. But i'm unsure, I don't want to fail and wash up on the shore and having to deal with the consqeuences. Is there any way to guarantee that i'd actually stay under the water? Or do you guys have other viable methods (apart from SN and drugs etc since those arent available for me)?