would shooting myself in the neck with a black powder revolver or stabbing my thighs actually work as a suicide method

[NamelessPsychopath]

I don't want to kill myself by shooting myself in the head unless I have a shotgun, I don't have a shotgun so I'm looking at methods of suicide not involving harming my head or brain

 

[E4syW3y0u7]

That sounds extremely unreliable, both options.

 

[NamelessPsychopath]

That sounds extremely unreliable, both options.

a true nihilistic ending

 

[Captive_Mind515]

a true nihilistic ending

You'll be questioning every bit of that nihilism, when lying on the ground in agony waiting for emt to arrive… pain has a particular quality to it, that can cut through even the most ardent of philosophies.

 

[NamelessPsychopath]

You'll be questioning every bit of that nihilism, when lying on the ground in agony waiting for emt to arrive… pain has a particular quality to it, that can cut through even the most ardent of philosophies.

considering my severe brain damage due to which I can experience hallucinations of random niggers appearing around corners of my house and objects turning into cats and severe dizziness and passing out because of which I have to brutally punch myself every day to not pass out and full detachment from reality I think that agony is not going to change anything, my obsession with immortality is nearly psychotic and my severe brain damage even damaged my perception of pain itself, pain wouldn't stop me in any capacity from stabbing or shooting myself, I'm the true nihilistic schizo