Would self inducing seizure or serotonin syndrome work as a method?

[lili]

Hi everyone,

It's been a while since I last posted in this group.

I was curious if anyone's ever tried to take a bunch of antidepressants to induce a seizure or serotonin syndrome? Wonder if something like that would work.. I remember I once had a seizure from an overdose and barely made it out alive. I have also had serotonin syndrome, and while maybe that is a harder way to go, seems seizure or serotonin syndrome is the closest way to die.

I was curious if trazodone, bupropion and fluoxetine, taking them all together in large amounts, would exacerbate these symptoms.

Curious if anyone has any insight on this.

 

[girlsboysthems]

i dont think its viable. serotonin syndrome is not that prevalent and it will elongate your stay at the normal and psych hospital if you fail. i dont know much but i never read about serotonin syndrome as a sui mrthod...

 

[lili]

i dont think its viable. serotonin syndrome is not that prevalent and it will elongate your stay at the normal and psych hospital if you fail. i dont know much but i never read about serotonin syndrome as a sui mrthod...

Yes I guess it is very risky, but I really can't take things anymore. I think I should risk the consequences.


I remember when I had serotonin syndrome, I didn't even pass out. It was quite terrible because your body goes crazy and hallucinations etc, as well as you look really messed up because your body does strange things. However, I am hoping that really adding a lot of antidepressants would be so intense that it would cause a seizure rather than going straight to serotonin syndrome.... I could only hope. Very uncomfortable to be in the hospital for these reasons though...


Sometimes I struggle with these things a lot. As of now, I should be just immediately taking these pills instead of talking. Somehow, the loneliness of not having anyone care enough to stop me, or anyone to even talk to about it in general, is so painful that it ironically gives me many second thoughts. Specifically because there is something tragic about the idea of going and no one caring or knowing when I pass.

Somehow I have to get rid of those ideas. Get rid of the fear of pain, fear of failure, fear of being forgotten. I have to get rid of these because the more time passes, and the more I hesitate with attempts, my life has proven that things only get worse and worse. Suffering is inevitable in life after all.

Sorry for the rambling, I guess I am just passing time here while I hesitate with the pills..... if only I had some courage left in me and wasn't constantly afraid.