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overmorrow

overmorrow

it hurts so bad, i can taste it
Oct 15, 2024
262
let's say tomorrow you will become a millionaire, how many of your problems will be fixed? would you be happy for a long time? or just short ecstasy?
 
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Michelstaedter

Michelstaedter

Specialist
Feb 25, 2025
319
Maybe I would feel powerful enough to try to do things that I can't do right now, but deep down I know that not all the money can take away the feeling of hating life...

No matter how happy I am, I know that others like me will continue to feel unhappy and I don't like that.
 
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overmorrow

overmorrow

it hurts so bad, i can taste it
Oct 15, 2024
262
Maybe I would feel powerful enough to try to do things that I can't do right now, but deep down I know that not all the money can take away the feeling of hating life...

No matter how happy I am, I know that others like me will continue to feel unhappy and I don't like that.
I understand, i feel just like you do, although it will make me happy for a month, I'm pretty sure I'd become miserable just like i was, for years straight
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,342
All my problems stem from a lack of money; therefore, becoming a millionaire tomorrow would solve all my problems.
 
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Grimlock

Grimlock

21st Century Subpar Man
Aug 7, 2025
99
It wouldn't bring me happiness but probably a prolonged state of contentment. I would have access to quality mental health care so I could try fixing my life that way. There is also peace in knowing that it has opened up more options for CTB, better than I would have otherwise.
 
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Spite

Spite

I don't like this world.
Aug 20, 2025
387
I think becoming very wealthy overnight would be a short, temporary relief for me. I'd be able to splurge my cash and buy things I've wanted for a long time which would bring me some happiness... but it wouldn't solve the core problems that make me depressed and suicidal, like being autistic, being cripplingly lonely, and being angry at people who have hurt me in the past.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,304
It would help until old age and illness started to take their toll. Maybe not exactly happy but, certainly less stressed and annoyed that I have to work. It's hard to say whether I would quite my (creative) job entirely. It actually used to mean everything to me. Maybe eventually, I would miss it. Money would fix my short term problems but ultimately, it wouldn't fix everything.
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,988
I am older, as i mention this only because I am NOT rich however, I am very comfortable.

I have through my life seen too many people sacrifice too much for money.

Yes, one need a roof over one's head, eats and then like, BUT also a beautiful sunrise and a sunset also to enjoy.

Can rememebr a person who told me about their mom on her deathbed saying that she had 1 regret in life. They enver took a family vacatione ever. She did not mention anything about money, but family and life experiences.

Walter
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
1,652
The vast majority of issues would be solved by financial security
 
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MyShadow

MyShadow

Left the forum to pursue recovery
Aug 27, 2025
475
A million US Dollars is really not a lot of money these days, but with a smart investment strategy and the discipline to not spend it on stupid things, it could last a while. The second thing I would invest in would be my mental and physical health so I can live a happy, healthy life so I can watch my boys grow up.
 
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Anonymousa

Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
2,395
Money itself wouldn't make me feel happy but it could lead to more opportunities for happiness I suppose, like having more freedom to do things as I can maybe escape my entrapment from my parents if I could buy a place.
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
6,749
money
 
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overmorrow

overmorrow

it hurts so bad, i can taste it
Oct 15, 2024
262
Money itself wouldn't make me feel happy but it could lead to more opportunities for happiness I suppose, like having more freedom to do things as I can maybe escape my entrapment from my parents if I could buy a place.
being able to move out must feel so good...
 
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corpse

corpse

dead inside
Aug 31, 2025
250
My new hobby is expensive, so yes, money would make me happy.
 
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SteamaHorns

SteamaHorns

Member
Aug 2, 2024
88
Yes because it would probably allow me to actually escape my current life that I'm not capable of dragging myself out of right now. It might not fix my main problem, but it sure as hell would fix everything else. Maybe then I'd be in the right mental and emotional state to tackle my main problem.
 
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LoverofAnimals

LoverofAnimals

Giver of Hugs
Sep 20, 2025
185
I don't care about money. Never have and never will.

Only thing I would do with a large sum of money is buy a house in the middle of nowhere and live among nature and animals.
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Illuminated
Sep 9, 2018
3,181
It would help, sure. My income went up qutie a bit the past year and that's cool, I do feel better for it. But it doesn't fix what's truly broken, like my shit personal life. Oh, and paying extra taxes is a bitch.
 
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MissAbyss

Member
Jul 20, 2025
585
I don't care about money. Never have and never will.

Only thing I would do with a large sum of money is buy a house in the middle of nowhere and live among nature and animals.
Same, not in this country though.
 
derpyderpins

derpyderpins

:( precisely as ugly as Sidney Sweeney :(
Sep 19, 2023
2,228
Enough money not to work would mean I can recover for the first time. Then the sky's the limit.
 
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WrathfulGloom32

WrathfulGloom32

đź« 
Oct 12, 2024
1,175
No, I wish to not have existed at all.
 
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TBONTB

Enlightened
May 31, 2025
1,114
Yes and no. I was happy enough before I ran into a financial crisis. Now I'm in danger of losing a home, escalating living costs, medical needs that can't be handled. I'm kind of terrified, and money could solve a good amount of that

But now I'm so much more aware of how broken the world is. Well honestly the world is also so much more broken. I don't think I would ever unsee the pain in the world...poverty, crime, homelessness, violence. So I don't know if I would ever be as happy again

Still, if my financial problems were solved I would live with the pain instead of wanting to be gone.
 
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Custos

Custos

Martyr
May 27, 2024
410
It would make be a bit happier, but tons of money tends to cause its own problems. I wouldn't mind if everything was free for me, and that I couldn't use anything that I owned for personal gain. So I couldn't use it to gain the trust or respect of others, to gain power, or to use it to change anything at all. Apart from having whatever I wanted, just for me. To be able to have a nice house and possessions just for the sake of having them would be nice. Most people who have a lot of money use it to gain power, I don't want that. I just want to have a few nice things that make my life a bit more comfortable. But would it make it happy? No.
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,263
Wh could resolve some financial anxieties but other than that no. I believe money isnt the key to happiness.

Furthermore, money brings out not so good things in people.
 
Dark Moon

Dark Moon

Paragon
Sep 21, 2022
966
I wouldn't know what to do with that kind of money except buy a house. I don't think it's going to change my life in any tangible way anyway; like it's not going to give me back my youth, health, and it's not going to change my brain.
 
qewpie

qewpie

bedbound, bouncing, broken
Aug 3, 2025
159
before i got sick, money would probably have helped. but now i know health is the true wealth and im probably never going to be as healthy as i was before this. fck my stupid life and my stupid decisions and my stupid luck!!!
 
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starboy2k

starboy2k

whhaazzzzzuuupppp
May 21, 2025
449
a million is cute, but Id rather live in a reality where I dont need a million dollars to live a exciting and meaningful life. (obviously that reality aint this one)
 
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Walk

Member
Apr 3, 2023
13
Not really, I can't even go on a trip without feeling extremely depressed and wanting to sit in the hotel room and sleep (granted those hotel beds are cozy). But it would only solve money problems. Wouldn't solve any other problems
 
Fadenself00_

Fadenself00_

Experienced
Sep 21, 2025
212
Too late. Money wouldn't change a thing anymore. I would probably donate it or something
 
PI3.14

PI3.14

what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider
Oct 4, 2024
554
It depends, a million or two? Yeah, but for short term only. More than 10 millions? Yes for sure
 
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