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existenceisacurse

existenceisacurse

Lonely
Jan 17, 2023
58
My ctb cocktail contains:

1800mg oxycontin
x30 of crushed 60mg oxycontin OC


900mg diazepam
x90 of crushed 10mg diazepam


3200mg propranolol
crushed x30 80mg and x30 40mg


Now I was just wondering if something would change by adding that huge amount of propranolol to this cocktail



I managed to get ondansetron but still need to get something like metoclopramide or domperidone and then I should be able to keep all of those pills im my stomach without vomiting them out
 
Source Energy

Source Energy

I want to be where people areN'T...
Jan 23, 2023
705
why not just take sn instead? with the propranolol and meto

the risk to survive damaged is too scary
 
pillow933

pillow933

Student
Mar 7, 2020
115
My ctb cocktail contains:

1800mg oxycontin
x30 of crushed 60mg oxycontin OC


900mg diazepam
x90 of crushed 10mg diazepam


3200mg propranolol
crushed x30 80mg and x30 40mg


Now I was just wondering if something would change by adding that huge amount of propranolol to this cocktail



I managed to get ondansetron but still need to get something like metoclopramide or domperidone and then I should be able to keep all of those pills im my stomach without vomiting them out
That's a lot of pills, your drink is gonna have to be pretty large surely? Can't imagine it'll taste very good either, are you sure you'd be able to keep it down and drink it all?
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
Sounds like a very bitter drink and I would still fear vomiting
 
existenceisacurse

existenceisacurse

Lonely
Jan 17, 2023
58
That's a lot of pills, your drink is gonna have to be pretty large surely? Can't imagine it'll taste very good either, are you sure you'd be able to keep it down and drink it all?
With the help of antiemetic, I think I should be able to keep them in my stomach
 
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hapiniuier

Member
Jan 1, 2023
73
Now I was just wondering if something would change by adding that huge amount of propranolol to this cocktail
Yes, what you have now is equivalent to DMP (Diazepam Morphine Propranolol), if only you could get your hands on Digitalis you'd end up with DDMP, a drink with proven reliability and peacefulness comparable to N. Half of it (the original one) is supposed to depress the respiratory system, the other to stop the heart.
 
pillow933

pillow933

Student
Mar 7, 2020
115
With the help of antiemetic, I think I should be able to keep them in my stomach
The AE will only help once it's gotten into your stomach. I'd just fear drinking a large volume of a horrible tasting liquid will just trigger an instinctive vomiting response.
 
existenceisacurse

existenceisacurse

Lonely
Jan 17, 2023
58
The AE will only help once it's gotten into your stomach. I'd just fear drinking a large volume of a horrible tasting liquid will just trigger an instinctive vomiting response.
I decided to go with sn since my vendor just ran out of oxys so I'm left with ondansetron, 600mg diazepam and 3200mg propranolol
 
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metalpi

Member
Feb 13, 2023
52
almost every bag of street heroin has fentanyl in it. Honestly almost dying from heroin w/ fentanyl was the best feeling I've ever felt but being revived with narcan was the worst experience of my life
You can also get RC opioids very accessibly on the clear net including rc fentanyl analogues. Pink is my favorite

make sure you have the proper amount of benzo kd40 because dying from benzos is harder than you would think
 
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morgzfreeman2345

Member
Feb 14, 2023
28
So close...
Maybe next time
almost every bag of street heroin has fentanyl in it. Honestly almost dying from heroin w/ fentanyl was the best feeling I've ever felt but being revived with narcan was the worst experience of my life
You can also get RC opioids very accessibly on the clear net including rc fentanyl analogues. Pink is my favorite

make sure you have the proper amount of benzo kd40 because dying from benzos is harder than you would thin
 

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