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eeriepuff

eeriepuff

just west of weird
May 31, 2026
5
i feel so dead inside & i'm just waiting for my body to catch up. waking up everyday just to go to work for 9 hours is FUCKING SOUL CRUSHING. what i would give for a gun is immeasurable; or really any guaranteed way out of existence at this point.
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

Anhedonic Elementalist
Nov 26, 2025
830
Only the people who are lucky enough to be able to do what they love for a living enjoy their work.For the rest of us, It's just a job. As you said, soul crushing.
 
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eeriepuff

eeriepuff

just west of weird
May 31, 2026
5
Only the people who are lucky enough to be able to do what they love for a living enjoy their work.For the rest of us, It's just a job. As you said, soul crushing.
LMAO. It's fucking hell isn't it? I'm wishing you peace & happiness wherever you are :) ❤️
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

Anhedonic Elementalist
Nov 26, 2025
830
LMAO. It's fucking hell isn't it? I'm wishing you peace & happiness wherever you are :) ❤️
I'm shoveling coal to fuel the furnace in hell,but thanks!

Okay,it's not that bad,but close 😅
 
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ifckinhatelife

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Apr 30, 2026
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Honestly that is so true. Thinking if this is what I have to do to survive, might as well just end it immediately. Is it my fault not forcing myself to enjoy doing boring, repetitive shit for hours almost every day? Even by imagining it, the money isn't worth it anymore.
i feel so dead inside & i'm just waiting for my body to catch up. waking up everyday just to go to work for 9 hours is FUCKING SOUL CRUSHING. what i would give for a gun is immeasurable; or really any guaranteed way out of existence at this point.
 
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eeriepuff

just west of weird
May 31, 2026
5
Honestly that is so true. Thinking if this is what I have to do to survive, might as well just end it immediately. Is it my fault not forcing myself to enjoy doing boring, repetitive shit for hours almost every day? Even by imagining it, the money isn't worth it anymore.
It's like a never ending cycle of need & neglect. I can't even imagine forcing someone to be born without consent and forcing them to play this sick game we call life.
I fucking hate work omg
LITERALLY. My parents are putting pressure on me to either go to college or go to work & i wanna die
My grandma just told me i either go to work , go to college or i have to get out. #whatismylife #chud #needtoctbrn
 
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isthisit?

isthisit?

The name's Cedrik
Jun 23, 2023
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Usually people try to balance it out with a personal life which makes it worth it
 
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