Good to know! I will read that part again. Thank you for the info!
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Thegoldenapples
Specialist
- Aug 12, 2020
- 349
Here's a timetable that a member kindly put together for us to use if we choose. You might find it helpful.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/n-protocol-regime-regimen-notes.27092/
Well, I can say I certainly have not encouraged anything. I intend to be there to assist anybody who decides they've made a mistake. After taking the medication, I could understand somebody changing their mind in the matter. In that circumstance, I would intervene. I have continued to ask, time and time again, if this is truly what Rowdy wants. I have been encouraging my brother to consider any possibility of not going down this path. I do understand that this is his decision to make though. I could not forgive myself for condemning him during our final days together.
I do intend to look further into the legality of the situation, so any advice will be appreciated. Has anybody heard of any similar situations?
Every single day, I think about this almost endlessly. It is a sad reality, but in my mind; the only worse possibility is forcing him to endure the suffering he faces. I do this because I love him and without a doubt know he would do the same for me.
I do intend to look further into the legality of the situation, so any advice will be appreciated. Has anybody heard of any similar situations?
Every single day, I think about this almost endlessly. It is a sad reality, but in my mind; the only worse possibility is forcing him to endure the suffering he faces. I do this because I love him and without a doubt know he would do the same for me.
Hey, lol that's my line!
You have helped me become who I am.
In this life, through me, you will live on.
Little update. It is planned for next weekend. Me and @Schevan will both be consuming N from D. A livestream is being considered for a select few people.
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yooo count me in. As I am going the same path as you and am curious how it goes.
It's kinda disgusting people are asking to PM a livestream link. Tjeez.
I wish you all the best and a peaceful journey if you continue with this. Don't feel pressured to share things you don't feel comfortable with.
I wish you all the best and a peaceful journey if you continue with this. Don't feel pressured to share things you don't feel comfortable with.
speck
Student
- May 5, 2020
- 178
Will be watching this thread! Hope the rest of your week is nice- have you gotten all your wills and documents together and settled postmortem arrangements?
I've gotten together what I care about :) And you might wanna follow me, it will be a new thread
Apricity
Wizard
- Jul 27, 2021
- 642
I wish I had a friend like you. I'd like to ctb with N2, and have everything removed afterward so the cause will be listed as natural.
Partner is now in the same city :D Tomorrow is the dayyyyy. There will be a new thread tomorrow evening
Do you have 1 or 2 bottles? Will you use anything to mask the taste? How will you take the N
Huntfish34
Enlightened
- Mar 13, 2020
- 1,619
I believe he stated that he will chase it with a couple shots.
I wish you the best in whatever may happen,. Thoughts and prayers.
I wish you the best in whatever may happen,. Thoughts and prayers.
@slyna
Coat the mouth with honey, drink N, then have a few shots. 2 bottles of N.
Coat the mouth with honey, drink N, then have a few shots. 2 bottles of N.
Dystopia
💤💤💤
- Jul 22, 2019
- 367
Hope all goes smoothly for you two. Thanks for responding to my private messages; you were of great help to me.
BobMorane
wizard
- Apr 20, 2021
- 162
rosie93
Student
- Aug 28, 2021
- 152
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/ctb-with-n-and-a-partner.71570/
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ItsTimeToExit
Member
- Aug 6, 2021
All personal details about Rowdy and the attendees are left out.
- Rowdy struggled to remove the seal from the first bottle and eventually settled on cutting the seal just below the neck of bottle and peeling it off.
- He took a small sip on N and commented that it did not taste bad but +- 15 seconds later said it was really bitter.
- He coated his mouth with honey multiple times but this did not help mitigate the bitter taste of N.
- After drinking both bottles of N, he commented that the taste of N was awful and gave it a 10/10 rating on how bad it was.
- He was asleep 2 to 3 minutes after consuming two bottles worth of N.
- Stat dose of 3 meto pills.
- The N was chased by Scotch.
Schevan seemed to "give into" the N and was asleep before Rowdy despite both of them drinking the N at roughly the same time.
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Apricity
Wizard
- Jul 27, 2021
- 642
Sounds amazingly peaceful. Nectar of the gods.
CiproKilledMe
Experienced
- Mar 23, 2021
- 243
Just wish we knew how long it took for them to officially CTB. I don't think we ever received the answer to that.
awfullife
Arcanist
- Nov 16, 2019
- 435
Please just be careful. We have a tremendous amount of data on N and it would be really sad if your friend had criminal liability. I dunno if prosecutors pursue these things. Be well and safe travels.
We have to accept that we never will and it doesn't actually matter.
The PPeH states that peaceful death occurs usually with ~ 1 - 2 hours with a few rare cases of up to 24 hours and the even rarer failure.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-lethal-is-nembutal.72620/#post-1319369
