Wishing to die accidentally

[GeoLavender23]

I have became so scared and numb about everything life, death, suicide etc.
I'm just wishing to die accidentally, I'm trying to survive so I don't end up in the worst possible position but I'm so scared to even think about the future.
Having thoughts of being alone at an appartment at my 40s is a hellish thought..

 

[brokenpromise]

This resonates a bit with me and reminds me a lot of this song



I'm sorry you feel that way mate truly being alone can certainly be challenging and depressing but there are things that can help I find for me I blow threw new hobby's and join clubs for those hobby's it helps me stay active and social even when I don't want to by exploiting my hyper fixation on a hobby

In any case mate keep your head held high :) the sun eventually comes out in the darkest of storms :)

hope you find peace and happiness in which ever journey you choose to take.

 

[lemonbunny]

Me too, in some way that I couldn't be controlled and therefore couldn't be blamed for. It's so funny, whenever I'm outside and the stress piles up, I just imagine one of the strangers around me pulling a gun or some bomb going off. Sorry for the violence haha, intrusive thoughts ig

 

[loslassen]

I think about this much too often, I know it would be devastating for those who care about me but a selfish, suffering part of me really wishes I could just be gone one day, wiped out, it's often linked to imagining how the people around me would feel about it…

 

[FuneralCry]

It's certainly understandable to me just wishing to be gone, I envy those who died in accidents as now they are at peace permanently free from all suffering, I envy them as they didn't have to struggle in finding a way to cease existing themselves.