a_carbon_based_life
I deserve peace
- Aug 16, 2023
- 43
God there are so many times throughout the day where I wish I could have a candid conversation about wanting to kill myself with people who already know my story enough to have a good enough idea of why I want to. I wish the idea that life is precious and worth living for the sake of life itself wasnt so common, I feel like it both alienates the people who would benefit from having candid conversations about this and can be used as an excuse to not have as much empathy for people. Idk if any of this makes sense I just woke up. Idk, the only thing I have to look forward to any more is dying, the thought of it is the only thing that brings me any joy any more and I have to pretend like I'm not constantly thinking about it l the time