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sadak_the_wanderer

sadak_the_wanderer

An appropriate painting
Mar 19, 2018
244
Haircut, shower, shave, brush my teeth, pluck anything that needs plucking. Enema, empty my bladder. Underwear fresh from the packaging. I don't need to look dressed up but I would prefer to appear tidy.
 
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moodygrl

moodygrl

Member
Apr 25, 2020
68
Ill take a shower and wear some better clothes than the rags i like to wear when at home. Dark sport tights. Hell im even thinking to wear shoes.
 
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Cutepoison

Losing all hope was freedom
Dec 22, 2019
191
I was thinking about it, like put makeup on, wear something nice. I dunno, main be I'll do it, kinda to show i really want this. Maybe it's foolish
 
Rue89

Rue89

Visionary
Feb 10, 2020
2,726
I'm not going to dress up or anything. I'll just do my normal routine, dressing in everyday clothes, brush my hair, wash my face, nothing special. The only reason I'll bother washing my face is that I hope going through my normal morning routine will help calm me a bit.
 
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TheRaul95

TheRaul95

Student
Apr 25, 2020
132
Will do normal hygiene cleanup, but wont shave :)
 
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MissKatrina

Experienced
Apr 6, 2020
258
Shower, shave, cut my nails, plait my hair and wear something comfy.
 
BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,359
I will prepare an outfit, have my makeup and hair done beforehand.
 
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Curiositykillskitty

Curiositykillskitty

Member
May 3, 2020
9
I feel I will prepare myself prior. I'm preparing the whole situation tbh.

Lockdown means I cant get my hair and nails done properly but I can do that myself if lockdown isn't over before my date.

But outfit seems important to me as I've always loved fashion. And this is something I am going to do with some sense of pride and understanding, and I feel the ones I leave behind will understand in depth this wasnt a off the cut decision.

I guess we all have different preferences. Depending on us as individuals and our situations.
I will prepare an outfit, have my makeup and hair done beforehand.
Us ladies Ayyy!
 
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ATownSerenity

Member
Apr 23, 2020
18
Just going to do normal hygiene, do my hair, and put on my favorite sweats. I've always liked wearing clothes that properly match the occasion, whether it's casual or formal, so I want to wear comfy clothes in my last moments, as they'll be the only time in my life I'll ever feel truly free.
 
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Blackpoolbootz

Blackpoolbootz

If it sounds too good to be true it usually is.
Apr 19, 2020
97
I think I would if I goto a place to do it that's nice (that I have had in my head last few years), so would make an effort to look good however I felt inside.
 
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letmeseethedeath

letmeseethedeath

catching the bus
Aug 4, 2018
498
i think i'll have a shower, i'll cut my hair, i'll leave a letter in which i explain i want to be cremated and i don't want to be sectioned. i don't want other people have my shitty organs
 
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Jblack

Jblack

Specialist
Oct 8, 2018
314
No thought given to clothing. Since I am using full suspension hanging, I do plan on wearing a diaper to reduce the mess.
 
Sad_Autistic_boy_101

Sad_Autistic_boy_101

When I die, you'll love me.
Nov 19, 2019
458
No I don't plan to. My body means nothing to me. Just trash. Even though I try and plan my attempts, they always happen when I am feeling low and haven't had preparation as I need to escape from the pain. So I will most likely be hanging in my wardrobe in my pajamas.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,157
If I ever prepare my body it'll be to douse it in gasoline.
Giphy 114
 
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