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fedup1982

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Jul 17, 2025
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I don't have one but I hope if/when I do, that I do let it kill me. If I get cancer and doctors will make me comfortable even if I do reject life saving treatment then I'll do that. The problem is if they fk with me which knowing them they will. They'll probably manipulate me into taking the life saving treatment by refusing to make me comfortable
 
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darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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I am slowly and painfully rotting away
none of my chronic illnesses will kill me
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
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I am slowly and painfully rotting away
none of my chronic illnesses will kill me
This is me, also. None of my chronic conditions (some of them aren't illnesses, but injuries that left me with chronic pain) are deadly but several of them are definitely painful, and will get worse as I age. Not how I saw my life playing out but is what it is, as they say.
 
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bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
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No, I won't. I'm not I'll right now and I don't have any health issues. But if my health ever failed and I had a illness of any sort, I would immediately catch the bus.

Well, not immediately. I'd probably go on a Bender and enjoy myself. Then I would CTB.

Life is terrible enough without that stuff. If it ever came to that, that would be the tipping point for sure.

And no, I won't let the illness itself kill me, because that's just suffering and I don't want that to happen.
 
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ConstantPain

Sorry but cats are so much better than people
Jun 9, 2022
349
I quite possibly will, it will depend how long it takes I guess. I have a few chronic health issues with most being painful but not life threatening. I also have untreated high blood pressure and heart disease. I'm counting on the "silent killer" as some refer to it killing me. To me it sounds like the perfect way to go.
 
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nothingbutyou

nothingbutyou

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Apr 28, 2025
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I quite possibly will, it will depend how long it takes I guess. I have a few chronic health issues with most being painful but not life threatening. I also have untreated high blood pressure and heart disease. I'm counting on the "silent killer" as some refer to it killing me. To me it sounds like the perfect way to go.
same with me, i want my untreated heart problems to end my life quietly, instead of living longer while suffering from painful illnesses
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,365
I would rather die instantly painlessly as from nembutal or gunshot aimed and executed correctly vs rotting every second in pain for years from a painful disease. I don't know who wouldn't choose that

While alive I can suffer extremely unbearable pain while not existing i can't suffer at all and nothing will matter if I don't exist. Non-existence forever is the perfect state
 
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