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Claymore7274

Claymore7274

never meant to be loved
Oct 4, 2025
95
After failling to CTB last week, i have no energy left to attempt again, i don't mind waiting a few more months
 
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LunarLynx

LunarLynx

Just a lost spirit searching freedom
Dec 18, 2023
116
I've failed my first real attempt in january 2025, it gave me a bit of hope. So for now I won't CTB 2026 (opinion that can change really fast)
 
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iveseenfootage

iveseenfootage

Member
Nov 30, 2025
14
Looks to be my year unless my circumstances rapidly change. Just counting down the days
 
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3FailedAttemptss

3FailedAttemptss

trans girl (`・ω・´)
Jan 22, 2025
197
I should be getting out of the psych ward in early 2026, so maybe I'll kill myself in February ^-^ I need to get my hands on sodium nitrite first, but tentatively that's the plan.
 
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SeaGlass

SeaGlass

Member
Oct 19, 2025
6
100%. I'm not fighting to prove that I'm disabled to this messed up government anymore,it's not worth the humiliation and painful tests to prove that,yes,I'm still disabled and didn't magically get better. Peace to all but I'm out.
 
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fadedghost

fadedghost

Member
Dec 10, 2025
58
there's a decent chance, probably like 30-50%, possibly higher if things move faster than expected.

probably 90% chance by 2029.
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,488
Still have to get through 2025... I wanted to 31 December 2024, yet here I am. Living day at a time till end of 2025, then I have no clue, seems so far away, yet it's only two weeks to go! Un-f*ckn-believable and depressing.
 
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guestguest360

Member
Jul 31, 2025
18
I hope so. I'm so tired of struggling. I just feel completely broken by my past and now I'm also dealing with chronic pain. I've had enough :(
 

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