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hangtime1000

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Aug 7, 2026
17
I will if the right moment happens while I have the lethal tools to do it and someone to record it.
 
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VirtualWorldIsBette

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Aug 26, 2026
8
I hope so. I can't keep doing this shit long term
 
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k41tlynn

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Jun 24, 2026
17
no I'm gonna die in 20 years when I'm like 40 or depending on how good hormone therapy gets I could probably still get treated nicely by my bf for longer like 60. I saw a very pretty woman on TikTok who was 55 and even crazier I think she was mostly white too lol, she had some work done and hrt ofc but she looked very natural and vibrant. as long as I'm adored and loved I'll keep going but I'm not gonna suffer and be strong in old age I will only stay while its easy I'm not a fighter I'm an enjoyer and rester
no I'm gonna die in 20 years when I'm like 40 or depending on how good hormone therapy gets I could probably still get treated nicely by my bf for longer like 60. I saw a very pretty woman on TikTok who was 55 and even crazier I think she was mostly white too lol, she had some work done and hrt ofc but she looked very natural and vibrant. as long as I'm adored and loved I'll keep going but I'm not gonna suffer and be strong in old age I will only stay while its easy I'm not a fighter I'm an enjoyer and rester
if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that
no I'm gonna die in 20 years when I'm like 40 or depending on how good hormone therapy gets I could probably still get treated nicely by my bf for longer like 60. I saw a very pretty woman on TikTok who was 55 and even crazier I think she was mostly white too lol, she had some work done and hrt ofc but she looked very natural and vibrant. as long as I'm adored and loved I'll keep going but I'm not gonna suffer and be strong in old age I will only stay while its easy I'm not a fighter I'm an enjoyer and rester
if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that
no I'm gonna die in 20 years when I'm like 40 or depending on how good hormone therapy gets I could probably still get treated nicely by my bf for longer like 60. I saw a very pretty woman on TikTok who was 55 and even crazier I think she was mostly white too lol, she had some work done and hrt ofc but she looked very natural and vibrant. as long as I'm adored and loved I'll keep going but I'm not gonna suffer and be strong in old age I will only stay while its easy I'm not a fighter I'm an enjoyer and rester
if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that
no I'm gonna die in 20 years when I'm like 40 or depending on how good hormone therapy gets I could probably still get treated nicely by my bf for longer like 60. I saw a very pretty woman on TikTok who was 55 and even crazier I think she was mostly white too lol, she had some work done and hrt ofc but she looked very natural and vibrant. as long as I'm adored and loved I'll keep going but I'm not gonna suffer and be strong in old age I will only stay while its easy I'm not a fighter I'm an enjoyer and rester
if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that
no I'm gonna die in 20 years when I'm like 40 or depending on how good hormone therapy gets I could probably still get treated nicely by my bf for longer like 60. I saw a very pretty woman on TikTok who was 55 and even crazier I think she was mostly white too lol, she had some work done and hrt ofc but she looked very natural and vibrant. as long as I'm adored and loved I'll keep going but I'm not gonna suffer and be strong in old age I will only stay while its easy I'm not a fighter I'm an enjoyer and rester
if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that
no I'm gonna die in 20 years when I'm like 40 or depending on how good hormone therapy gets I could probably still get treated nicely by my bf for longer like 60. I saw a very pretty woman on TikTok who was 55 and even crazier I think she was mostly white too lol, she had some work done and hrt ofc but she looked very natural and vibrant. as long as I'm adored and loved I'll keep going but I'm not gonna suffer and be strong in old age I will only stay while its easy I'm not a fighter I'm an enjoyer and rester

if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that

if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that

if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that

if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that

if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that
I have no idea why it posted that many times
 
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DeadManLiving

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Sep 9, 2022
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no I'm gonna die in 20 years when I'm like 40 or depending on how good hormone therapy gets I could probably still get treated nicely by my bf for longer like 60. I saw a very pretty woman on TikTok who was 55 and even crazier I think she was mostly white too lol, she had some work done and hrt ofc but she looked very natural and vibrant. as long as I'm adored and loved I'll keep going but I'm not gonna suffer and be strong in old age I will only stay while its easy I'm not a fighter I'm an enjoyer and rester

if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that

if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that

if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that

if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that

if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that

I have no idea why it posted that many times
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Mortelles

Member
Feb 3, 2024
34
I have no idea when I'll actually go to be honest. I have some serious medical issues that could lead to me dying earlier than expected if I don't get the tumor pulled out of my brain but at the same time going out on my own terms later this year sounds better than waiting for death naturally
 
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Russell1882

New Member
Aug 26, 2026
3
That's the plan. I really hope 2026 is the last one - still deciding which method to choose.
 
Malfunction

Malfunction

Experienced
Jul 27, 2024
253
Unlikely. Just not finding anything that works for me.

Perhaps I'll not wake up tomorrow. Wishful thinking.
 
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PeaceSeeker83

Student
Jul 23, 2026
145
Very probably. Things are on track (somewhat) and I am getting more tired with life. Depends on survival instincts a little but I think I am becoming too far gone.
 

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