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hangtime1000

hangtime1000

Member
Aug 7, 2026
49
I will if the right moment happens while I have the lethal tools to do it and someone to record it.
 
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VirtualWorldIsBette

Member
Aug 26, 2026
28
I hope so. I can't keep doing this shit long term
 
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k41tlynn

Member
Jun 24, 2026
19
no I'm gonna die in 20 years when I'm like 40 or depending on how good hormone therapy gets I could probably still get treated nicely by my bf for longer like 60. I saw a very pretty woman on TikTok who was 55 and even crazier I think she was mostly white too lol, she had some work done and hrt ofc but she looked very natural and vibrant. as long as I'm adored and loved I'll keep going but I'm not gonna suffer and be strong in old age I will only stay while its easy I'm not a fighter I'm an enjoyer and rester
no I'm gonna die in 20 years when I'm like 40 or depending on how good hormone therapy gets I could probably still get treated nicely by my bf for longer like 60. I saw a very pretty woman on TikTok who was 55 and even crazier I think she was mostly white too lol, she had some work done and hrt ofc but she looked very natural and vibrant. as long as I'm adored and loved I'll keep going but I'm not gonna suffer and be strong in old age I will only stay while its easy I'm not a fighter I'm an enjoyer and rester
if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that
no I'm gonna die in 20 years when I'm like 40 or depending on how good hormone therapy gets I could probably still get treated nicely by my bf for longer like 60. I saw a very pretty woman on TikTok who was 55 and even crazier I think she was mostly white too lol, she had some work done and hrt ofc but she looked very natural and vibrant. as long as I'm adored and loved I'll keep going but I'm not gonna suffer and be strong in old age I will only stay while its easy I'm not a fighter I'm an enjoyer and rester
if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that
no I'm gonna die in 20 years when I'm like 40 or depending on how good hormone therapy gets I could probably still get treated nicely by my bf for longer like 60. I saw a very pretty woman on TikTok who was 55 and even crazier I think she was mostly white too lol, she had some work done and hrt ofc but she looked very natural and vibrant. as long as I'm adored and loved I'll keep going but I'm not gonna suffer and be strong in old age I will only stay while its easy I'm not a fighter I'm an enjoyer and rester
if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that
no I'm gonna die in 20 years when I'm like 40 or depending on how good hormone therapy gets I could probably still get treated nicely by my bf for longer like 60. I saw a very pretty woman on TikTok who was 55 and even crazier I think she was mostly white too lol, she had some work done and hrt ofc but she looked very natural and vibrant. as long as I'm adored and loved I'll keep going but I'm not gonna suffer and be strong in old age I will only stay while its easy I'm not a fighter I'm an enjoyer and rester
if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that
no I'm gonna die in 20 years when I'm like 40 or depending on how good hormone therapy gets I could probably still get treated nicely by my bf for longer like 60. I saw a very pretty woman on TikTok who was 55 and even crazier I think she was mostly white too lol, she had some work done and hrt ofc but she looked very natural and vibrant. as long as I'm adored and loved I'll keep going but I'm not gonna suffer and be strong in old age I will only stay while its easy I'm not a fighter I'm an enjoyer and rester
if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that
no I'm gonna die in 20 years when I'm like 40 or depending on how good hormone therapy gets I could probably still get treated nicely by my bf for longer like 60. I saw a very pretty woman on TikTok who was 55 and even crazier I think she was mostly white too lol, she had some work done and hrt ofc but she looked very natural and vibrant. as long as I'm adored and loved I'll keep going but I'm not gonna suffer and be strong in old age I will only stay while its easy I'm not a fighter I'm an enjoyer and rester

if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that

if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that

if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that

if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that

if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that
I have no idea why it posted that many times
 
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DeadManLiving

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Sep 9, 2022
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no I'm gonna die in 20 years when I'm like 40 or depending on how good hormone therapy gets I could probably still get treated nicely by my bf for longer like 60. I saw a very pretty woman on TikTok who was 55 and even crazier I think she was mostly white too lol, she had some work done and hrt ofc but she looked very natural and vibrant. as long as I'm adored and loved I'll keep going but I'm not gonna suffer and be strong in old age I will only stay while its easy I'm not a fighter I'm an enjoyer and rester

if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that

if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that

if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that

if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that

if he ever cheats I'm ending it though I don't want to start over I just want to be with one person my whole life. if I cant have my romance story I'll have nothing at all and I'm just fine with that

I have no idea why it posted that many times
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Mortelles

Member
Feb 3, 2024
34
I have no idea when I'll actually go to be honest. I have some serious medical issues that could lead to me dying earlier than expected if I don't get the tumor pulled out of my brain but at the same time going out on my own terms later this year sounds better than waiting for death naturally
 
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Russell1882

Russell1882

I'm fine. Just not happy.
Aug 26, 2026
22
That's the plan. I really hope 2026 is the last one - still deciding which method to choose.
 
Malfunction

Malfunction

Experienced
Jul 27, 2024
253
Unlikely. Just not finding anything that works for me.

Perhaps I'll not wake up tomorrow. Wishful thinking.
 
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PeaceSeeker83

Specialist
Jul 23, 2026
339
Very probably. Things are on track (somewhat) and I am getting more tired with life. Depends on survival instincts a little but I think I am becoming too far gone.
 
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Leave_quietly_71

Member
Aug 9, 2026
12
I'll definitely give it a try as soon as possible. Let's hope everything goes well.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,786
I wish, all I want is peace from this terrible, torturous and dreadful existence that I just always saw as a mistake and I'll just always prefer to peacefully cease existing than suffer no matter what, to suffer in this existence will always be an abomination.

All I want is to erase this terrible, cruel and futile existence so it's like I never suffered at all, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence of torturous suffering, all that this existence ever does is just cause all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, non-existence is just all I see as positive. It's just so dreadful how a human can suffer for so long just to face the terrible extreme agony of old age which is why I suffer so much from existing in this horrific world where humans have made it into a crime to peacefully cease existing.
 
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scarparzone

New Member
Aug 18, 2026
1
Probably not. First, I want to write another book and get it published. And that's definitely going to take until next year. Then, once the book is done, I can leave this existence.
 
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cursedlife

Student
Jun 28, 2024
187
to be honest the pain from hanging (if there was pain) is preferable to me than the pain of dying from old age , I'll attempt in few years .
 
abandonedlilac

abandonedlilac

Member
Jul 29, 2026
8
I think about it a lot. If I ever get the money to, then maybe.
 
matsuzaka

matsuzaka

愛ということはずっとわかんない
May 17, 2026
146
if my next attempt at being medicated doesnt fix me then i sure hope so,,
 
Sprite_Geist

Sprite_Geist

NULL
May 27, 2020
1,708
I will say "yes" but in reality I probably will not; every year that I have been a member of this forum I say the same. In the past I vaguely remember saying that I wanted to spend the last few months (including Christmas) on my own before dying, but just like the years before: it will likely not happen this year.
 

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