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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,364
It's hard to say since I never been in a situation where I am actually, literally near (imminent) death. However, I can speak from experience that when I was planning and thinking about death as well as gathering my method, no I did not cry. I was a bit anxious, but also somewhat, relieved because I know that once I die, there is no more suffering, no more feeling, no more problems, just nothingness and that nothingness is better than living a life full of suffering (with temporary moments of joy and respite).
 
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Morphinekiss

Enlightened
Jun 8, 2019
1,207
Probably. I cried today because I really wanted a cheeseburger so I'm sure something like taking myself out will spring a few tears.
 
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Leaving soon

Member
Nov 6, 2019
6
I used to be very emotional, but now I'm very numb from abuse, physical and mental illnesses and meds. It seems like my chair is more emotional than me. The only thing that would make me happy is music and... death. Why would I cry when I die? Crying from happiness is a myth, from what I know
 
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toomuchgrief

a grieving mother
Sep 15, 2019
401
I fucking hope not, if I'm going to plunge 1,000 feet to my death I better be happy and pretend like I'm enjoy taking pictures of the beautiful scenery mountains. Yeah, I cry and someone suspect me jump and pull me back and put me in a psych ward, who the heck want that.
I cry not because I'm scare of die, it because I miss my dead son. I hope when I jump, before I hit rock bottom below, perhaps my son will come back in spirit to see me. If there no afterlife soul, then oh well, it at least the end to all my grief and suffering.
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
I“m sure I will not cry, I will be happy to reach my goal
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,041
Do you think you're going to cry when you're busy with CTB?

I'm not sure. I think I will, but it depends on my mood; I might be crying and laughing at the same time, who knows.

I cry now because I'm still alive. :'( I honestly don't know what will happen. If I do it may be for the family & friends I will leave behind.
I'm sure friends will be able to accept it better but it will still be painful.
 
BridgeJumper

BridgeJumper

The Arsonist
Apr 7, 2019
1,193
Ill probably not only cry but straight up weep as I look down from the bridge as I always do
Although recently Im so numb I cant even cry anymore so not sure
 
SuicidalSymphonies

SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
1,028
I know I'll cry. But that's just a natural reaction for me to most things that are very emotional.
 
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