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ctb-soon

ctb-soon

Student
Jul 12, 2023
166
Probably not I feel a great wave is about to take me away.
 
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hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,231
No. I don't believe a miracle can exist for that to happen. I would be very pissed with myself if i had to be here because of my cowardice.
 
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
Maybe
 
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StolenLife

StolenLife

Warlock
Sep 19, 2022
740
Unfortunately yes.
 
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HopefulSleep

HopefulSleep

Wants to sleep
Apr 24, 2023
888
I will be dead this or next month
 
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Cherry_BB

Cherry_BB

I need someone to push me over the edge
Jul 6, 2023
32
Yes, sadly
 
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MusicGuy

MusicGuy

We're just another statistic
May 28, 2023
118
I will (probably) do it early August this year, it may get delayed, but I definitely won't be here by 2024, I would ruin too many special days if I do
 
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Hikikomori1

Hikikomori1

Experienced
Mar 27, 2023
289
I hope not.
 
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woh6

woh6

Student
May 13, 2023
187
Probably not
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,415
Unfortunately there is a high chance that I will be but one cannot predict the future, it's just not straightforward to free ourselves from this dreadful reality as after all we exist in a world where suicide is purposely made so difficult for people.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
13,287
Unsure.
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

Enlightened
Apr 25, 2023
1,199
I will be dead probably.
 
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saddestbunny

saddestbunny

pastebin.com/xJuaSE0j
Feb 16, 2023
200
nah hope not
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,032
I don't know! I would say the chances are high I will still be here despite my wish to CTB.
 
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crimsonpool

crimsonpool

hikikomori
May 15, 2023
94
i really hope not, id like to ctb this fall at the latest
 
willitpass

willitpass

The awful things we do to make the head go quiet
Mar 10, 2020
3,343
I hope not but it's very possible. I feel myself getting closer but I don't know if I will do it now or not. I am unsure.
 
Shaylla1998

Shaylla1998

Member
Jul 9, 2023
88
While I wish I could confidently deny the possibility, I have concerns about finding a partner to take on the deed together. Though I consider CTBing alone, I have not yet found the method that suits me best. In addition to that, due to the strict regulations surrounding foreign packages in the country where I reside, I haven't seriously considered obtaining SN or any other chemicals.

I have set a timeline of 4 years, and if I find myself still here by then, I am willing to consider more drastic measures and alternative methods that I haven't previously contemplated.

In the meantime, I am committed to making the remaining time I am compelled to spend here as bearable as possible.
 
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sayire

Opened All Doors, No Sight Of Hope, Exit Door Next
Jul 1, 2023
119
few more months yes. year no.
 
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LostinCyberspace

LostinCyberspace

Member
May 9, 2023
86
Maybe, I still have a lot of books to read and video games I still want to play that keep me around. I know it sounds like a silly thing to live for but they help calm me down when I think about how I'll probably have to CTB in a few years. I pray when I die I'll get to live in the type of world I enjoy.
 
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suicidal flapper

Student
Jul 15, 2023
104
probably early early next year as I'm trans and I want to live as my preferred gender for even just a little bit. Though I don't see myself lasting beyond early next year
 
アホペンギン

アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
2,191
Yes, i think i will be alive for a few more years, unfortunately. I haven't found a method that suits me best yet, i'm considering a few but still deciding. Once i choose which method to use and once i get the required materials to carry it out, i'll be gone.
 

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