While I wish I could confidently deny the possibility, I have concerns about finding a partner to take on the deed together. Though I consider CTBing alone, I have not yet found the method that suits me best. In addition to that, due to the strict regulations surrounding foreign packages in the country where I reside, I haven't seriously considered obtaining SN or any other chemicals.
I have set a timeline of 4 years, and if I find myself still here by then, I am willing to consider more drastic measures and alternative methods that I haven't previously contemplated.
In the meantime, I am committed to making the remaining time I am compelled to spend here as bearable as possible.