will to live is quite strong. Any advice to overcome?

[offbuttonplz]

I just attempted with a noose I made. I began to pass out and lose consciousness. I fell to the floor and just before the point of no return i ripped it off my neck. Would hanging it up work better as it would be much more difficult to prevent chickening out. I have tried in the past before and can't get past the will to live part. Any advice?

 

[Nihilisticstatic]

I just attempted with a noose I made. I began to pass out and lose consciousness. I fell to the floor and just before the point of no return i ripped it off my neck. Would hanging it up work better as it would be much more difficult to prevent chickening out. I have tried in the past before and can't get past the will to live part. Any advice?

There is no good way to beat that will to live you speak of. Its a survival instinct just like someone would lose their mind and ravage for food after starving themselves for long enough.

 

[Pale_Rider]

Being in enough pain is what overrides SI.

 

[Nihilisticstatic]

Being in enough pain is what overrides SI.

I get what you mean but not everyone gets that strength from pain tho.

 

[franklyUPSET1010]

No one escapes the pain of going through so much bodily trauma that your body tries to go on hi-drive unless you have that natural willpower to, and it isn't easy for just any normal person to have.

You have to be almost crazy and insane to make it happen, but there has been people who actually did it with a goal because they desperately knew they were tired and knew the risks involved.

I think it's about preparing yourself for the outcome when your the most prepared, but the chances of not making it the first time would mean dealing with the consequences and why almost everyone don't try again.

I'd say if you are confident with it working and you have the ability to also get it done with sheet willpower and mental resilience, you can do the impossible, but if you are confident with your plan and already living in a limbo of suffering that you only know enough about for your own, please by God's grace, don't let yourself fail with the consequences if you leave being guaranteed a peaceful ctb for your own sake

 

[peewee]

I will just think of the horrible things that led me here, the people i loved and trusted that hurt and abandoned me, remind myself it will not get better, my suffering will end in possibly as little as 15 minutes with sn, at most 30 mins , its nothing.

 

[FadingSnowFake]

In terms of method, I think I would struggle with hanging. I chose SN. After a day like today I don't know why, but I guess I'm still holding onto a thread of hope in a future. Be kind to yourself, OP, I hope you find peace on this journey.