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deathisneeded

Member
Sep 11, 2025
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I've bought some food grade sodium nitrite as that's all I could get a hold of and some potassium nitrate. If I mixed them together will it kill me? I can't cope anymore, I don't think I'm afraid of dying but I am afraid of trying to kill myself and living.
 
unluckysadness

unluckysadness

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Jul 9, 2025
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Sorry you're suffering so much. But please follow the protocol. Sodium nitrite alone is not peaceful at all. Do you have meto, benzos ? And you need to fast 8 hours before drinking SN.
Mixing it with potassium nitrate is not a good idea. SN alone is enough to kill someone. There are a lot of threads talking about it here. And your SN must be at least 95% pure.
Take care 🙏
 
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deathisneeded

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Sep 11, 2025
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Sorry you're suffering so much. But please follow the protocol. Sodium nitrite alone is not peaceful at all. Do you have meto, benzos ? And you need to fast 8 hours before drinking SN.
Mixing it with potassium nitrate is not a good idea. SN alone is enough to kill someone. There are a lot of threads talking about it here. And your SN must be at least 95% pure.
Take care 🙏
I have Valium and an anti sickness tablet but I haven't been able to get SN pure or PN pure. I'm hoping mixing the two together will be enough for me to ctb.
 

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