Discussion Will this be the last year alive for anyone?

[merebaisdead]

This will defo be my last year alive. I've sort of believed this to the point where the thought of me reaching my next birthday, sounds outlandish.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

I'm planning on CTB before Summer ends, possibly before Summer even starts.

I have been having more panic attacks as the time gets closer. I don't have a specific day in mind, but have my method ready to go whenever the time feels right.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

I am hoping so.

 

[Gotstobegoodstuff]

Same here, hoping so too. Was thinking maybe I should die on my birthday, feels poetic..dying on the day you were born. But yea na, this year for sure, just waiting on my loan from this finance company

 

[User00]

Def this year...

 

[sick.faery]

hopefully

 

[Darkover]

i wouldn't want to be alive here for another year so hopefully i'll be gone before years end

 

[NoLoveNoHope]

Hopefully in a few months I can gather proper preparations to CTB then do it shortly after.

 

[orca87]

I hope. I don't think I can endure another one

 

[thisiswhoiam-]

Hopefully i won't make it past 2 months. Since I have a lot of things to avoid: jail time, drug withdrawals, hospitals, homelessness, pain of endless physical illneses, feeling of choking. The noose on my throat is getting tighter and i will die even if i dont do anything.

 

[Storyteller]

Oh yeah, I wish I found this site sooner, now the time is like a noose around my neck which suffocating me greatly. I need to go as soon as possible or I will face horrible consequences and with no strength left, I can't resolve them.

 

[Keysify]

hopefully

 

[leavingsoon99]

Yes. And it will be done sooner rather than later.

 

[Duochrome-Seahorse]

I'm hoping this will be my last year. Have been putting it off for too long.

 

[UKscotty]

Hope so.

 

[altoids]

This is definitely my last year. I guess it would be somewhat poetic to wait for my birthday but it's at the end of the year. I don't think I can wait that long.

 

[brood]

I turn 70 this year. It's enough, I've had enough and don't expect to get to 71.

 

[LateForTheBus]

This will be my last year and my last month alive. I have the supplies I need. Just getting my affairs in order.

 

[aubrey!]

i hope. i'm throwin a 50/50 out there,

 

[Sluggish_Slump]

I think it is, I hope so.

 

[LittleJem]

I thikn probably. I am putting myself through three more medications this year. Then I think I have tried pretty much everything. Getting through the medication trials is the next ordeal.

 

[ThisIsLife]

Last month for me

 

[poa.alpina]

I also hope I will leave this year.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

I hope so. The mere thought of it already being 2023 is enough to induce palpitations.

 

[everythingscaresme]

Only if I can't find work by the end of November. Then again, I think I would rather die than do most of the jobs available to someone like me. So who knows? It really just depends on how bad things get. I thought I was getting better and I was very wrong.

 

[travelersk66]

I can't make it past this week, I'm reading/researching all resources material and ppl experiences here, so I can have a fast exit

 

[sparkle]

Uh huh

 

[hellispink]

I am leaving in May. The latest could be June-August. No more than that. This is my last months around thanks life.

 

[DarknessAndDespair]

Hopefully i won't make it past 2 months. Since I have a lot of things to avoid: jail time, drug withdrawals, hospitals, homelessness, pain of endless physical illneses, feeling of choking. The noose on my throat is getting tighter and i will die even if i dont do anything.

Hi. I also have choking feeling and respiratory issues. May I ask how long have you been having the throat issues? My health condition is also very poor, I def won't last for more than 2-3 months

 

[girlsboysthems]

I've been saying this since I was 16, so I hope next time I FINALLY MAKE IT