Will never be a functioning member of society

[shay23]

Want to CTB, quit my job or not turn up to my job without notice. I can't do my job and I will never be able to keep a job down due to anxiety and depression. I hate people and society, I don't think I'm meant for this world. Why can't I kill my self when all I do is lay in bed all day and have no quality of life? There's nothing for me in this life.

 

[Superdeterminist]

I feel similarly. I really feel as if I'm just waiting impatiently for death. I want to cut to the chase, and skip all the silly stuff in between that I already can tell will mostly be pain.

 

[ZardozOmega]

me neither

 

[DeathNoot]

Same. The driving force behind my suicidal thoughts is the requirements to function in society, my mental illness is manageable on its own.

 

[_Kaira_]

Same here. No energy to even get out of bed.. can't do anything else lol. Completely useless.

 

[Raminiki]

'It is no manner of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.' - Krishnamurti.

I empathise deeply.

 

[demuic]

Society is a scam.

 

[shay23]

Love to you all

 

[Bigpink]

I don't want to be here at all. I'm useless and do nothing. There's a Van Morrison song Astral Weeks has the line 'aint nothing but a stranger in this world'.

 

[Captive of Mind]

There's a chance things could get better, but I'm not interested in having things be just good enough so that I don't want to die. If life were so great, then why do people have to convince each other of how worth it is to keep going?

 

[mimiopo22]

same

 

[OrdinaryDay]

Me too. And these thoughts are eating my will to live.

 

[NegativeSymptoms]

Same, I almost never leave my bed...

 

[WornOutLife]

It seems we have a lot in common.
I used to work and be a respectable teacher.
Now, I don't wanna do anything, ended up living with my parents again, and have become a fat NEET. This sucks.

 

[Sprite_Geist]

Do not fear about whether or not you can be a functioning member of society, because society itself cannot not even function properly.