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shay23

shay23

Student
Nov 2, 2020
174
Want to CTB, quit my job or not turn up to my job without notice. I can't do my job and I will never be able to keep a job down due to anxiety and depression. I hate people and society, I don't think I'm meant for this world. Why can't I kill my self when all I do is lay in bed all day and have no quality of life? There's nothing for me in this life.
 
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Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
1,873
I feel similarly. I really feel as if I'm just waiting impatiently for death. I want to cut to the chase, and skip all the silly stuff in between that I already can tell will mostly be pain.
 
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ZardozOmega

ZardozOmega

Narcissist Gay NEET-cel
Mar 4, 2020
718
me neither
 
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DeathNoot

DeathNoot

Student
Feb 19, 2020
137
Same. The driving force behind my suicidal thoughts is the requirements to function in society, my mental illness is manageable on its own.
 
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_Kaira_

_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
825
Same here. No energy to even get out of bed.. can't do anything else lol. Completely useless.
 
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Raminiki

Raminiki

Iustitia Mortuus
Jun 12, 2020
269
'It is no manner of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.' - Krishnamurti.

I empathise deeply.
 
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demuic

demuic

Life was a mistake
Sep 12, 2020
1,384
Society is a scam.
 
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shay23

shay23

Student
Nov 2, 2020
174
Love to you all❤️
 
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Bigpink

Warlock
Oct 12, 2020
706
I don't want to be here at all. I'm useless and do nothing. There's a Van Morrison song Astral Weeks has the line 'aint nothing but a stranger in this world'.
 
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Captive of Mind

Captive of Mind

Memento mori
Aug 11, 2020
409
There's a chance things could get better, but I'm not interested in having things be just good enough so that I don't want to die. If life were so great, then why do people have to convince each other of how worth it is to keep going?
 
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OrdinaryDay

OrdinaryDay

Hollow
Dec 6, 2019
153
Me too. And these thoughts are eating my will to live.
 
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NegativeSymptoms

NegativeSymptoms

trying to recover
Sep 4, 2019
157
Same, I almost never leave my bed...
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
It seems we have a lot in common.
I used to work and be a respectable teacher.
Now, I don't wanna do anything, ended up living with my parents again, and have become a fat NEET. This sucks.
 
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Sprite_Geist

Sprite_Geist

NULL
May 27, 2020
1,699
Do not fear about whether or not you can be a functioning member of society, because society itself cannot not even function properly.
 
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