Could there be a way to get him a home sooner? I really understand what it is like, on the one hand, to have the pain of continuing to live and having to worry about your dog, how old is he? These months I myself have been in this dilemma, I start to think if she will think that I abandoned her or if she did something wrong, it breaks my heart because she is only 10 months old, but by adopting her I made the commitment to her and the responsibility If I have her, I'm not going to lie to you many times I tried to find her a good home or just leave her to my mom but I can't. I'm trying to put up with all of this as much as I can for her. I'm not saying you have to do the same, you know when life is unbearable and it's time to leave, but I wish you could find a good home for him sooner, I hope you find and make the decision that is best.