Help Will it stop

[Different]

So yeah I'm back. I don't know what to do now that I failed to clear my exams because of my mental health. My parents don't understand anything and they are very toxic. My boyfriend is also getting fed up slowly. But on this lonely road I'm struck with another fail just because of something I can't control. I spend all day in my room crying. I Lost my appetite and I'm getting very thin. I don't know what to do I've lost all motivation but in as much as I am breaking I really want to heal from all this. What can I do I don't want to go for therapy ever again.

 

[HopingOnaMiracle]

Why don't you want to go for therapy ever again?

 

[Different]

Why don't you want to go for therapy ever again?

My therapist tells my parents everything I tell her.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

My therapist tells my parents everything I tell her.

They are not allowed to do that. You can report them.

.....unless you're underaged....

 

[theboy]

What if you seek a psychiatrist?

 

[Different]

What if you seek a psychiatrist?

The psychiatrists actually got me admitted last month. So I pretended I was fine just so I could get out fast.

 

[theboy]

The psychiatrists actually got me admitted last month. So I pretended I was fine just so I could get out fast.

I have thought about doing that but I guess it's not right because eventually you don't recover.