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kk13

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Feb 2, 2026
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I cant keep count of my attempts this year. All of them failed obviously. I want die so badly why cant i have just this one thing. Im so so tired. My body hurts so much . I dont want this i dont want to live. Am i that much of a failure that i can't even manage to kill myself.
I thought yesterday would really work i really did. I dont know how much longer i can make it.
 
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Feb 21, 2025
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what have your attempts been? which methods?
 
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xXSufferingXx

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Jumping and hanging. Jumping i didnt go thru with it. Hanging i tried both partial and full
i see. sorry to hear. so was oyur latest attempt the full suspension?
how could it fail?
 
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kk13

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Feb 2, 2026
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i see. sorry to hear. so was oyur latest attempt the full suspension?
how could it fail?
Because my feet were touching the ground and i could get out the noose.
 
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Because my feet were touching the ground and i could get out the noose.
oh yeah. i heard hanging is extremely effective if its just set up all the way correctly, with no chance of feet touching the ground.
but that can be difficult to set up inside a house... hypothetically it would probably work much better from a tall tree
 

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