Will Facing Eviction Be Enough To Overcome SI?

[used_and_abused]

I got the partial hanging down to a science. Got the location ready, just need to overcome SI. But my sister who molested me also fucked up my housing situation so any strength i had left to live for my brother is long gone.

I can't wait to enter eternal sleep, and was wondering if me getting evicted and facing homelessness is good enough motivation to power through.

I think it is, but i want to know your thoughts.

 

[bankai]

Are you planning to voluntarily get evicted and face homelessness to achieve this?Or is it something that you think is going to happen anyway?

Also, what's wrong with your sister?

 

[used_and_abused]

Are you planning to voluntarily get evicted and face homelessness to achieve this?Or is it something that you think is going to happen anyway?

Also, what's wrong with your sister?

I'm already getting evicted soon, but my sister is messed up. She knows how to put a good front tho

 

[bankai]

I'm already getting evicted soon, but my sister is messed up. She knows how to put a good front tho

Yes, it will help in overcoming SI. But SI is different for different people. If you have a very high SI I'm not sure if it would be enough.


I think about this story quite often,Imagine how desperate they must have been to have gone through with this so casually. And they were successful too, both mother and son. Pretty crazy.They did it because of their homing situation,

Partial Hanging Success Story

These people successfully completed a partial hanging from a dumpster. Why is this so easy to accomplish for some people and impossible for others? There have been doctoral dissertations written about this on here and some people can’t seem to pull it off.

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[z_oneghost]

Benzos would probably help curb SI more than anything

 

[SuicideKitty]

Yes it will! My story is that I ended up on the street and was in the process of fasting to drink SN, but I managed to find a place to live for a short time. Soon I will be homeless again and nothing motivates me to die more than living on the street.

 

[bankai]

Benzos would probably help curb SI more than anything

What are some good benzos that you recommend?

 

[Hollowman]

I don't know if it's enough motivation for you but it definitely will be for me. I'm more than likely not going to be able to avoid it. I'd never be able to get myself out of it. The day it happens I'm out. If I decide to keep going after my mom dies.

 

[LeavingEarly]

Going to be homeless again very soon. Last time I was for 4.5 months. Hungry, bug bites, uncomfortable concrete, violence, cops, hot, nowhere to store your belongings, rain ect it sucked bad.

 

[SchizoGymnast]

I lived in my car with four cats for a month last year when I was facing eviction. No suicidal ideation at all. Once I got houses again and started to feel safe? Wanted to die like nobody's business.

 

[TAW122]

Everyone's SI will be different and for some, it may be enough but for others, it might still not be sufficient. I think it depends on your circumstances. I do remember there are times where my SI is rather weak and the feeling of "I'm ready to CTB more than ever" is strong and that was back in 2019. However, since things improved for me in 2019 (before it turned to shit again), I'm perpetually in a state of wanting to die but cannot until the circumstances and times are just right. In the end, I believe only you (the individual) will know for sure and I think once you reach a state of pure desolation and despair, SI may just melt away, which will be different for everyone.