Will attempt tonight

[disgusting-life]

Wish i could do it rn but i have to wait so i won't be interrupted

The set-up's been ready a while now

I know there's a chance I could fail but....third time's the charm.....haha

(Hope i don't get brain damage tho)

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

I think today's my day too. (I'm full of shit and somehow, again, won't do it.)

Edit: Hanging doesn't hurt that much. Consciousness hurts. I can do it. Let's go buddy.

 

[farryhaar77]

I hope you can find peace.

 

[darksouls]

good luck,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[dalemar]

Good luck to both of you.
I hope you find your well deserved peace.

 

[kufajoy]

Good luck friend. If failed again no shame, come back to us again. Wish you luck.

 

[jeevasO-o]

Good luck!
I hope you find your ultimate peace
If I may ask, what method will you use?

 

[Catscratch]

If I may ask, what method will you use?

He talked about brain damame, so maybe hanging or overdose
Good luck! I wish all the best for you. Hope you will find out the peace you are looking for

 

[Realog11]

Good luck I hope you find peace

 

[Alexandra_]

I wish you good luck!

 

[disgusting-life]

Wish i could do it rn but i have to wait so i won't be interrupted

The set-up's been ready a while now

I know there's a chance I could fail but....third time's the charm.....haha

(Hope i don't get brain damage tho)

Update: got a couple of hours left now.

I really can't wait, time could not feel slower haha

I don't feel fear anymore, it is peace of letting it all go.

I have faith in the following things;

- my set-up not coming loose after unconsciousness

- uninterrupted time

- me not backing out



The only problem is just...the method failing but I have already perfectly located my carotids and compressed it before so I think I will be good.



Cross my fingers and hope to die

Also, thank you all for the well wishes. My time here has made me feel at least 1% less alone


**
why why why why why did things have to get worse
I just had to be given another reason
Fuck fuck fuck please let my method work
I'm so tired