Venting Officially starting my 8 hour fast 🎉🎉🎉🎉

[luna674]

Hey guys I'm happy to say I am officially starting my 8-hour fast I have a good feeling this timeI'll keep on updating. I'm going to spend the rest of my day cleaning.
{3HOURS}I've been fasting for 3 hours I want to do it already I hate that I have to wait I want out now
{6hours}almost 6 hours in I feel like shit I feel so awful I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy I'm so hurt there's nothing that can help this I hate people that are prolifers they don't know what emotional pain is. I'm in hell on earth I have childhood issues and I've been bullied I literally don't have anyone to talk to.please does anyone care I don't want to be alone please respond if you can I'm so tired of this I wish I had people I have no one I have to through all this shit alone I know in the end I'm gonna take my own life I just wish for once in my life people cared.my whole life I had to be emotionally independent my whole childhood I turned the other cheek is anyone listening that's all im asking im at point where the only option is death i just want someone to be there

 

[fadedghost]

Hi, I'm sorry this is happening and it's come to this. It's okay to change your mind.

Why did you decide you wanted to commit suicide?

 

[darksouls]

good luck, I hope you find peace

 

[death over slavery]

Hoping for peace <3

 

[Alexandra_]

May you find what you are looking for

 

[twilightvader]

I'm sorry for you and I hope you'll find peace.

 

[notanymore99]

I'm sorry you've had to choose to leave to avoid so much pain. I hope you'll finally find some peace

 

[Aflame5926]

hope you have a good journey and in the end you are able to rest.

but dont be ashemed if you back out at some point tho.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace from suffering.

 

[ZeroRedz02]

Hey guys I'm happy to say I am officially starting my 8-hour fast I have a good feeling this timeI'll keep on updating. I'm going to spend the rest of my day cleaning.
Update've been fasting for 3 hours I want to do it already I hate that I have to wait I want out now
Update'm almost 6 hours in I feel like shit I feel so awful I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy I'm so hurt there's nothing that can help this I hate people that are prolifers they don't know what emotional pain is.im in hell on earth I have childhood issues and I've been bullied I literally don't have anyone to talk to.please does anyone care I don't want to be alone please respond if you can I'm so tired of this I wish I had people I have no one I have to through all this shit alone I know in the end I'm gonna take my own life I just wish for once in my life people cared.my whole life I had to be emotionally independent my whole childhood I turned the other cheek is anyone listening that's all im asking im at point where the only option is death i just want someone to be there

Preparating for death can be so comical, like it could be like preparing for an exhibition or for exams lol

Hey guys I'm happy to say I am officially starting my 8-hour fast I have a good feeling this timeI'll keep on updating. I'm going to spend the rest of my day cleaning.
Update've been fasting for 3 hours I want to do it already I hate that I have to wait I want out now
Update'm almost 6 hours in I feel like shit I feel so awful I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy I'm so hurt there's nothing that can help this I hate people that are prolifers they don't know what emotional pain is.im in hell on earth I have childhood issues and I've been bullied I literally don't have anyone to talk to.please does anyone care I don't want to be alone please respond if you can I'm so tired of this I wish I had people I have no one I have to through all this shit alone I know in the end I'm gonna take my own life I just wish for once in my life people cared.my whole life I had to be emotionally independent my whole childhood I turned the other cheek is anyone listening that's all im asking im at point where the only option is death i just want someone to be there

I'm so brain fucked that i don't even care anymore for people, and even for family ones. I am really one bad guy.

 

[luna674]

Preparating for death can be so comical, like it could be like preparing for an exhibition or for exams lol

I'm so brain fucked that i don't even care anymore for people, and even for family ones. I am really one bad guy.

I relate to this im also not innocent I've been mean and aggressive because im hurt.if I had gotten help in the beginning mabye I could have been saved

 

[ZeroRedz02]

I relate to this im also not innocent I've been mean and aggressive because im hurt.if I had gotten help in the beginning mabye I could have been saved

Yep, but i am more brain fucked because of my big indifference to people and the ambient within them.

 

[peacebenow]

wishing you peace and ease. you are cared for and loved. you will be missed. and you are not alone.

 

[luna674]

wishing you peace and ease. you are cared for and loved. you will be missed. and you are not alone.

Thank you