Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,279
I like me. I just don't like my problems. I think it's sad that "me" has to die forever because Problems came to the door, invited themselves in, and fucked the place up.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
Why are you talking like you know me? I don't even know myself
 
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Kit1

Enlightened
Oct 24, 2023
1,099
No. I don't like me. In fact, I am surprised that people like me, but then no one knows the real me or my past - excepts for the medics who gave up on me and possibly people on this forum where I have been able to be me and talk about my past..,
 
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LittleCupcake

Experienced
Mar 14, 2024
205
I like me. I just don't like my problems. I think it's sad that "me" has to die forever because Problems came to the door, invited themselves in, and fucked the place up.
I kind of feel the same but I really dont care anymore, dying will be so freeing
 
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tronix

tronix

Member
Mar 23, 2024
79
I will miss me who had plans and was so naive to believe dreams do come true. I was that person once.
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,559
Maybe. I wish I achieved more, I haven't done enough good.
 
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Melly

Melly

Pain receptacle
Aug 13, 2019
36
I don't believe in my existence as something separate from the world. I like me too but I'm only perceived as something out of convenience.
 
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manic-dream

manic-dream

Member
Mar 22, 2024
21
Not really. I'm on medication that I have to stay on for the people around me that already makes "me" gone so it doesn't really matter. I'll probably just miss the things I can do like crocheting.
 
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Ryandrd

New Member
Mar 24, 2024
4
The industrial society and its consequences had be disaster for human kind.
 
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LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
3,786
I like me.
I love myself so much when I'm elated, to the point where two doctors have thought I have bipolar disorder. But I don't blame society, people or circumstances for my problems - I know I'm flawed.
And I don't miss myself I think - I have no problem with saying goodbye to myself.
When the time came, I'd simply say to myself - your puzzle of life got the last piece - goodbye myself, rest in total peace.
I'd definitely love myself if I became a ghost - it's the perfect form of myself - and I'll haunt SaSu and start to post 24/7!

I don't even know myself
I don't know exactly who am I, to the point where I feel like some people who isn't me live in my brain. And I call them "imaginary friends."
I have no self-discipline whatsoever, but sometimes these friends drag me to the gym, and say "you'll run two miles on the treadmill." Sheer act of self-love...
 
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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
1,199
I miss my old self, when I would wake up and be grateful to be alive
Must have been nearly a decade ago
That old me is dead and gone
 
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Throwawayacc3

Throwawayacc3

Freedom
Mar 4, 2024
1,387
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I like me. I just don't like my problems. I think it's sad that "me" has to die forever because Problems came to the door, invited themselves in, and fucked the place up.


I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here?
So, if you're asking me, I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I've made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So, if you're asking me, I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting
All the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting
All the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
 
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kilowatt

kilowatt

Guns don't kill people I kill people
Sep 9, 2023
377
The closest thing is that I'll miss dressing up my body. I like dolling up.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,359
There's barely anything left to miss.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,208
No, there isn't anything about me or this existence to miss
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
I miss my old self, when I would wake up and be grateful to be alive
Must have been nearly a decade ago
That old me is dead and gone
I miss who I used to be. I don't even recognize the me of now
 
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piddincir

piddincir

Student
Nov 6, 2023
182
I miss more than anything the life and person I used to be before my wife died .

I had a great life and amazing love . I miss that guy, he was great.

I don't know who I am anymore but I can't stand whatever I am.

At least I knew true happiness once even if it is just a haunting memory now
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,749
No . I can't miss anything after death cause I won't exist .

What am I ? That first cell with added on horrors like a brain that suffer excruciating constant unending unbearable pain : is that something to miss? Not to me

This evil suicide prohibition state prison world and animal body I'm trapped in is also something to feel relief I escaped it not missing it

I won't miss this imposition this slavery prison torture
 
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terra.nuvo

terra.nuvo

Student
Feb 15, 2024
176
At this point I feel like just a shell of who I used to be. I'm already grieving and missing the old me so I feel like that who i'll miss when I finally ctb. Idk if I would miss who I am now really although I'll miss some of the things I like to do like watching Doctor Who or various BLs.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
9,883
Nope. Me, myself and I are all in agreement that we should opt out.
 
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Shinji Ikari

Shinji Ikari

Member
Mar 25, 2024
6
I mean, I wouldn't miss "myself" but I would miss how I talked to people that treated me like shit.
 
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F@#$

Freedom seeker
Nov 8, 2023
883
Miss myself? Fuck no I HATE myself.
 
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Sprite_Geist

Sprite_Geist

NULL
May 27, 2020
1,593
What I really dislike about myself are my flaws, and certain past decisions which have caused regret; these have become a part of me leaving a strong negative impact, and I will not miss them at all. Though besides these 2 issues I actually like(ed) who I am at my core - so my personality, views and principles, and these I will definitely miss... though over the last few years my core being has eroded slightly and I have already lost some of who I am, or used to be, and if I do not regain myself then maybe they will not be anything to miss in the end.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
Nope. Me, myself and I are all in agreement that we should opt out.
Ooh-ooh, it's just me myself and I
Solo ride until I die 'cause I got me for life
 
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minusgrader

Member
Mar 18, 2024
14
It's an interesting question. I never thought about it, but no. I feel like there's nothing to miss really.
 
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