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Vesiira

Vesiira

Dreaming Of Being Buried
Nov 7, 2023
151
why is it that even though things are looking up for me, the lingering thought of suicide is still in the back of my mind? why now that i have finally found someone that treats me right, that genuinely cares for me, i still feel i don't deserve to be here? why, when i finally feel happy again, does my depression have to try and sabotage it? i don't get it. i guess i will try and ignore it the best i can! anyone else have this issue? feeling guilty for feeling okay? for feeling even a bit better than you have been?
 
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Jamesun

Jamesun

No longer human.
Feb 23, 2022
122
Ep the same thing happens to me, sometimes I feel horrible for feeling like this, it's painful.
 
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Vesiira

Vesiira

Dreaming Of Being Buried
Nov 7, 2023
151
Ep the same thing happens to me, sometimes I feel horrible for feeling like this, it's painful.
It makes me feel horrible too. Guilty. Selfish. I'm sorry it happens to you too.
 
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thedevilwithin

thedevilwithin

anima vestra
Oct 4, 2023
169
it's such a draining cycle. i'm sorry you feel this too.
 
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Vesiira

Vesiira

Dreaming Of Being Buried
Nov 7, 2023
151
it's such a draining cycle. i'm sorry you feel this too.
It really is so draining!!! I wish there was a way to stop it for us, I am sorry you do as well :(
 
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