Why

[Jamesun]

Because no matter how hard I try, everything always works out better for me. These last few days have been fatal, I feel tired, I feel that my life no longer has an objective for which to continue here, I feel the simple desire not to exist, I'm starting to hate myself. I don't know how to vent, maybe suicide is an option but I'm such a coward that I can never do it, I know I need help but I just want someone who understands me, who listens and hugs me. Only I write this to vent a little about what I have experienced lately.

 

[FuneralCry]

Struggling to go through with suicide doesn't mean that you are cowardly. We live in a world that makes suicide as difficult as possible for us after all and it's simply not straightforward to leave this life behind. But I do understand feeling tired of everything. The kind of tiredness that I feel is one that no amount of sleep could ever bring me relief from, but I wish you the best.