Why you stay alive?

[sakakap]

I'm not sure how my immediate family would fare if I disappeared

 

[ForsakenEcho]

I think I'm not as afraid of going as I was about nine years ago, when I failed in my attempt. But nowadays, I honestly feel good around my friends and family—to the point that I want to maximize the time I can spend with them. For now, that's what keeps me going.

 

[SecretDissociation]

Somehow keep trying and failing. No actual methods available. Can't successfully partially suspend myself. Keep getting scared due to SI. Gets lazy. and finally, big massive gigantic fear of failure.

 

[Jade10666]

Waiting for the final wave to take me away

 

[Rabscuttle]

I want to conquer my chronic pain.

I want to be around to see America collapse.

 

[-nobodyknows-]

It's complicated. Simplest answer is that I want things to change and I don't want to hurt people. But, in all honesty, I think I will probably end up dead anyway