Venting Why was I born?

[Dreamerfor]

Why was I born? And now my physical condition is deteriorating day by day and I have to deal with death too? It's either waiting for sudden death with unspeakable suffering or CTB and I'm so sensitive that everything has been overwhelming me since forever please someone stop it.
Being sensitive and also dealing with all this? It's a shame I didn't die years ago at least I would have avoided all this pain

 

[badatparties]

You're asking the million dollar question that we all want to know. Truth is, i have no idea. Some guy was trying to tell me it's the archons farming us for loosh . Who knows, maybe he's right.

 

[EmpressDean]

Do you have some type of illness? I like legit asked The Virgin Mother Mary to kill me and I listed all the reasons why…and I'm still here. Ugh

 

[Dreamerfor]

You're asking the million dollar question that we all want to know. Truth is, i have no idea. Some guy was trying to tell me it's the archons farming us for loosh . Who knows, maybe he's right.

Dude, this is so cruel
I would be grateful if I could just watch episode two of some stupid series, eat some good food, and finally be put to sleep with people I love around me
Oh, and maybe have as much sex as I can.
That's probably the ultimate scenario

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This world is crazy

Do you have some type of illness? I like legit asked The Virgin Mother Mary to kill me and I listed all the reasons why…and I'm still here. Ugh

My body is breaking down day by day like my soul
But even if I wanted to just die for no reason, that's a basic right, especially with today's technology

 

[sanction]

Fuck this life and world. I'm also extremely tired of this existence. I have deep hatred towards my parents for forcing me into this fucking hell for their own selfish benefits. Such a torture to be stuck in this absolute hell

 

[socksnsandles]

no reason.

 

[Hystearical]

Your parents fucked

 

[akafuka1999]

fuck my fucking parents. Its their fault. Idiots. Literally.

 

[badatparties]

fuck my fucking parents. Its their fault. Idiots. Literally.

Seriously, especially in 2026. Anyone breeding with the info we have available to us today can fuck a cactus.

 

[akafuka1999]

I am also very sensitive. Im scared my suicide atempt will fail. I am completely unfit. I cant get documents done so I get euthanazied if it fails. I will try to get help from my sister. I am suffering so much I cant describe it. Its sadistic we do not have right to die. I was born against my free will. Nobody asked me and I dont have a freaking right to die???

 

[Ligottian]

Seriously, especially in 2026. Anyone breeding with the info we have available to us today can fuck a cactus.

Ouch! What I want to know is this. Where is the male pill? I would never get my balls cut on for a vasectomy.

 

[badatparties]

Ouch! What I want to know is this. Where is the male pill? I would never get my balls cut on for a vasectomy.

I don't think we're there yet man. Luckily, life has killed my desire for romance completely, so i don't have to worry about any of that.

 

[Nightingale93]

Ouch! What I want to know is this. Where is the male pill? I would never get my balls cut on for a vasectomy.

I mean I got a vasectomy, and it was a relatively quick, straightforward and painless procedure. No complications at all.

 

[akafuka1999]

It always confuses me how is it possible its me being born and alive. It does not make sense to me. The world suddenly appeared. Is it about luck to not ever be born and suffer? And if I (my consciousness) was born as animal, people would just eat me lol. Im saying this because I as consciousness am not an object. The world is alive it cant be just materialism I think. My thinking is psychotic I might need a therapiet. Wont help of course.